Lace and Frills <3

I'm so glad you're back, sir!

It really cheered me up. He was never mine, I was just there to submit to his whims. Then he got a girlfriend and went away for 3 weeks and I've been falling apart without him and watch him date one of my best friends AGAIN. I've been crying my fucking eyes out all night and I'm currently sleeping in only his boxers...

Damn it. Fuck it. My parents split up and it's their anniversary this weekend.

Anyway, I'm sorry to hear all has not been well amongst your family also. I send my love x

Please keep me distracted, guys, I'm in need of it.

@Nusky

... Okay. I'm not sure whether I'm offended or not. Do you mean you don't like the majority of black girls or you're still put off by my skin tone? (I'm a mutt, by the way) Oh well. I can't say I'm impressed by the attitude and appearance of most black boys to be fair...

More of my sailor uniform

Was he ever yours?

Like that guy from Grandma's Boy: "Please. Sit on my FACE!!! mmrp erww erww eerrrwwww"

In all seriousness, are you into SteamPunk? You certainly have enough corsets for it and methinks you'd be hot in knickers and a derby.... I am old fashioned though.... I swear to God I should have been in Whitechapel during the murders... That was the time era I think I missed....

I do wear steampunk inspired lolita from time to time, there is alot of crossover. For instance, sometimes I wear alot of metallic pieces, turned up shorts, brogues, brass pins and pocketwatches. I've gotten my mother into it though. She dislikes the lolita but quite likes the pirate subgenre and steampunk. I did some steampunk costume designs for my final art piece... I need to dig them up... I could arrange to put together a steampunk shoot I suppose, I think my blouses and waistcoats with the boots mama gave me would do well.

You want me to sit on your face? #^^#

As I said Cryptkeeper, he was never mine. I was always there, his shoulder to cry on at 3am, making him snacks, sorting his laundry, living at his house, helping him with his relationships, letting him talk me into shit in bed when he'd never even kiss me and the bastard would never ask me, the one person who'd be any good for him, to be his girlfriend.

I love him more than I thought was even possible. I never knew I could care abou, or be desparate for one person so much. It hurts.

Meh, here's another outfit, some of you have seen it.

Feelin kinda old and pervy today. Your Dad would kill me if he knew what I wanted you to wear LOL....Oldest outfit in the book.

Quaker dress?

xKuroiTaimax said:

I do wear steampunk inspired lolita from time to time, there is alot of crossover. For instance, sometimes I wear alot of metallic pieces, turned up shorts, brogues, brass pins and pocketwatches. I've gotten my mother into it though. She dislikes the lolita but quite likes the pirate subgenre and steampunk. I did some steampunk costume designs for my final art piece... I need to dig them up... I could arrange to put together a steampunk shoot I suppose, I think my blouses and waistcoats with the boots mama gave me would do well.

You want me to sit on your face? #^^#

As I said Cryptkeeper, he was never mine. I was always there, his shoulder to cry on at 3am, making him snacks, sorting his laundry, living at his house, helping him with his relationships, letting him talk me into shit in bed when he'd never even kiss me and the bastard would never ask me, the one person who'd be any good for him, to be his girlfriend.

I love him more than I thought was even possible. I never knew I could care abou, or be desparate for one person so much. It hurts.

Meh, here's another outfit, some of you have seen it.

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WTF happened to your arm? and did you make those cat ears yourself? if so good job!!

I dunno I just don't have an attraction towards black women or asians or anything except whites. I think thats pretty normal for most people want to marry the same race. I'd date a black girl, heck I'd date any girl who talked to me but I doubt I'd marry one.

And what is the boundary that makes 'marriage' taboo? Are you innately anti-miscegenation?

Burlap?

And yes Kuroi, I would love for you to sit on my face.... Am I stating the obvious when I say it's yank for "mustache ride"?

Again, in all seriousness, it sounds like you need to catch a case of the "Fuck-it's" and stop shedding tears for someone who wouldn't do the same if the roles were reversed. Life is precious and every moment spent caring about one who doesn't reciprocate it is wasted.

I should also mention I'm into women who are 40-60 years old, I'm 25. So theres very few ladies out there that I like that are my age. So I just date anyone I can. I never really have anything in common with blacks and we both kinda ignore each other. Plus I'm blonde and blue eyed so thats as white as you can get lol

Nusky said:

I should also mention I'm into women who are 40-60 years old, I'm 25. So theres very few ladies out there that I like that are my age. So I just date anyone I can. I never really have anything in common with blacks and we both kinda ignore each other. Plus I'm blonde and blue eyed so thats as white as you can get lol

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Wow. I'll fuck a 40yo cougar but jesus. You went straight to gmilf huh.

Fair enough, Nusky x

His family love me to pieces and I'd be losing them, too. The difficult thing is when I try and gather the strength to walk away he gets really hurt and doesn't want to let me go- it's like having my damn heart ripped out repeatedly. -_-; I love him so much I wish I never met him. I feel like If I could ever just drop him and 'fall in love' with someone like I have fallen for him, then does that not mean I must have not been all that 'in love' in the first place? i will always feel like I am 'cheating on' him. Anyway I have no distractions either because after 18 years on this planet I STILL haven't been on a date at least 0_o

But you guys make me feel loved #^^#

Well you're lucky I mow the garden regularly so to speak- a necessity for ballet and having photos taken/draeings done of oneself nude or in skimpy underwear. I have a throne to sit upon... Wow....

Want me to wear my birthday suit? A friend of mine has some photos for her art project where I've got a piece of translucent satin over my chest and running between my legs or shawly thing, that's as close as I've gotten...

I have pinup photos on the way, one set in the pink corset and one in a black underbust one with a playing cards theme. Just waiting for the photographer to send them along...

Dont get yourself banned now. Or do. Either way, somebody wins.

If theres abuse you should just leave. Theres other fish in the sea. Or do what you would do with a job, look for another one while you're still in your relationship. Maybe try sites like okcupid, I met a girl there and we hit it off pretty good. She also makes $20 an hour so I'm lucky that way!

I have seen those marks on the arm before glad you got through it, not everyone does. It's always hard to stop loving someone and distractions can only do so much. Talk to your mom about your feelings she has experience to share and with any luck save you some learning curve. As you can see from the response from everyone ( except the Aryan) you are very good looking and I also detect you have had decent education opportunities, your smart, start acting that way. When ever I get down I always remember "If it's to be it's up to ME"

Peace and positive vibes your way pretty woman. None of this will matter in 5 years.

woodsmaneh! said:

I have seen those marks on the arm before glad you got through it, not everyone does. It's always hard to stop loving someone and distractions can only do so much. Talk to your mom about your feelings she has experience to share and with any luck save you some learning curve. As you can see from the response from everyone ( except the Aryan) you are very good looking and I also detect you have had decent education opportunities, your smart, start acting that way. When ever I get down I always remember "If it's to be it's up to ME"

Peace and positive vibes your way pretty woman. None of this will matter in 5 years.

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hey now I didn't say she wasn't good looking, I'm just not into blacks. I've tried to watch black women get pounded by whites in porn but it doesn't really turn me on at all. I know black people personally and they're cool people I just don't know a lot of them.

Thanks Woodsmaneh! :3

Your kind words do mean alot to me. I'm glad you could see some intelligence behind my incessant juvenile ramblings and text inundated with emoticons. I'm often described as 'extraordinarily intelligent... With No Common Sense.' Emotionally, I'd say I was on par with a 5 year old. I'd probably stop a car in the middle of the street in pursuit of something shiny :3

Speaking of pursuit, I'd look elsewhere but honestly no one is interested. As I said before, I have never been in a relationship. The closest I've gotten is being manipulated into performing some acts I wish I hadn't and then having to be someone's dirty little secret. People are only ashamed of being involved with me. I think it's because I'm so damn eager to please. He was was best friend in the world. Asides from that, I've been jumped on public transport by men. Older men only after one thing. That's oppertunism. They didn't even think I was pretty. Do you think just one normal boy my age would even give me the time of day? For some reason they're only into shallow bitchy sluts, not someone with doglike loyalty, affection and who is great in the kitchen. WTF?

Anyways, the public transport thing resulted in me giving a statement at the police station with a quarter ounce in my bag. Funny story now- they even ran to get me cigarettes, the lovely people <3

Nusky, it's cool. Some things just don't float your boat...

Oh by the way, yes I did make the ears. I prefer my three dimensional ones though.

Here are Horo's ears from the anime Spice and Wolf. I cosplayed her.



I also made these tails



And these ear muffs I made on Christmas Eve 2009