Doer
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It was in the Google art yesterday, so, I thought, fugit, may has well try one. I am certainly a brain twisted human these days. I have been though 15 year of not quite dying and now am most recovered, but with moderate PTSD.
One of the hallmarks, we see is a desire to be alone. But, it is not a desire. It feels like it is just better for everyone. And one of deepest scars from one of the chemo types I took was, delusional thinking. And I was pushed very deep for 2 years.
OK. Boo hoo? No. I'm fine. I just have better things to do than socialize, and socializing is a PTSD trigger for me, IAC. But, if it is about ideas and not people, like work or sharing hobbies or events, fine. Sitting around, yacking? I am probably out with the dogs or at least a flower bush.
So, what bs is an inkblot test? Well I was surprised. There are only 10 frames in the real test. It is not just any old inkblots. These have been exposed to 10s of thousands of people for boiling down the reactions and seemed to work in my case.
It came up with my most severe problem, most near a personality disorder was:
Schizotypal. Hmmmm??? What? Never heard of it. (but, clinical neuroscience treats the brain signaling with drugs, so what does it matter the labels?)
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Schizotypal personality disorder is characterized by a pattern of social and interpersonal deficits marked by acute discomfort with, and reduced capacity for, close relationships.
Individuals with Schizotypal Personality Disorder often have ideas of reference (e.g., they have incorrect interpretations of casual incidents and external events)
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All sound about right. I was medically induced into this condition as a side effect of Pegasys dosing. Delusional thought, forced with other drugs away from self harm.
But, what was weird was what I saw in the blots. A flower vase. A baby birth...
I thought some might like to try it. Simple test. www.inkblottest.com
One of the hallmarks, we see is a desire to be alone. But, it is not a desire. It feels like it is just better for everyone. And one of deepest scars from one of the chemo types I took was, delusional thinking. And I was pushed very deep for 2 years.
OK. Boo hoo? No. I'm fine. I just have better things to do than socialize, and socializing is a PTSD trigger for me, IAC. But, if it is about ideas and not people, like work or sharing hobbies or events, fine. Sitting around, yacking? I am probably out with the dogs or at least a flower bush.
So, what bs is an inkblot test? Well I was surprised. There are only 10 frames in the real test. It is not just any old inkblots. These have been exposed to 10s of thousands of people for boiling down the reactions and seemed to work in my case.
It came up with my most severe problem, most near a personality disorder was:
Schizotypal. Hmmmm??? What? Never heard of it. (but, clinical neuroscience treats the brain signaling with drugs, so what does it matter the labels?)
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Schizotypal personality disorder is characterized by a pattern of social and interpersonal deficits marked by acute discomfort with, and reduced capacity for, close relationships.
Individuals with Schizotypal Personality Disorder often have ideas of reference (e.g., they have incorrect interpretations of casual incidents and external events)
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All sound about right. I was medically induced into this condition as a side effect of Pegasys dosing. Delusional thought, forced with other drugs away from self harm.
But, what was weird was what I saw in the blots. A flower vase. A baby birth...
- butterfly
- fur scarf and feathers
- etc
I thought some might like to try it. Simple test. www.inkblottest.com
