mensabarbie
Active Member
um thanks Pie. I think you mean well. you're right: I shouldnt be here. I'm troll bait. Very few people here are nice to me or care about my grow. nobody asks about my flowers. all they do is speculate that I am a troll myself. Pie, they posted my face pic, my old twitter handle, a phone number and a whole bunch of links to stuff. pretty sure they have my home address.
I just feel bad about my life. I just felt lonely. My boyfriend was a a liar. SO I came to RIU and enjoyed the 600. I just lost a harvest I really needed. I would have survived that but then I posted a thread about meeting a guy grower in my area and they fucking flamed me to death. So, I was already depressed when total strangers crowdsourced trollness to really put me further down than I already was. I became afraid of getting raided and/or robbed on top of an already dismal point of view.
My best friend in a therapist. No therapist can make bullies stop bullying or reverse heat stress on a grow or make a boyfriend care when he doesn't anymore. I did want to make the trolls feel bad for being trolls. No amount of therapy can make you feel better about a perfect storm of misery. NO I didn't do it for attention. I was serious. I'm just glad my gun was stolen.
I got some perspective somehow and I'm good now but Friday I cried for about six hours straight.
so I guess I should be embarrassed now. and I'm pretty sure I should leave RIU and nobody would even miss me. ok. here I go. bye.
I just feel bad about my life. I just felt lonely. My boyfriend was a a liar. SO I came to RIU and enjoyed the 600. I just lost a harvest I really needed. I would have survived that but then I posted a thread about meeting a guy grower in my area and they fucking flamed me to death. So, I was already depressed when total strangers crowdsourced trollness to really put me further down than I already was. I became afraid of getting raided and/or robbed on top of an already dismal point of view.
My best friend in a therapist. No therapist can make bullies stop bullying or reverse heat stress on a grow or make a boyfriend care when he doesn't anymore. I did want to make the trolls feel bad for being trolls. No amount of therapy can make you feel better about a perfect storm of misery. NO I didn't do it for attention. I was serious. I'm just glad my gun was stolen.
I got some perspective somehow and I'm good now but Friday I cried for about six hours straight.
so I guess I should be embarrassed now. and I'm pretty sure I should leave RIU and nobody would even miss me. ok. here I go. bye.
