Ego death

New Age United

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I've been practising ever since.
Was it an alternate reality or was it the real physical universe you were connecting with, free of the mind made ego?

For me personally mushrooms is complete transcendence of ego and I feel very connected with the body, I can feel the energy of the chi, I feel connected to the universe and experience an incredibly heightened awareness, I'm very present. On acid it is a suspended ego, the ego is still present but the majority of my mind is playing serious tricks on me and my perceived reality is completely fucked, some ingenious insights and many secrets revealed.
 
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New Age United

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When I have experienced it, it was always accompanying a white out. It really isn't white but full sensory overload. There was no I. It would be impossible for,"me" to control because that very concept was impossible. I could not speak because speaking requires an ego. I was all things and nothing. There was ecstatic peace in being in the light. The confusion of the run up, marvelous as it was, all fell away.

All the pores of my body, which wasn't really mine but a vessel that seemed slightly more important than all else radiated emanating that connected to all the other emulations.

I sensed all this within the vessel, from above it, from around it and from other luminous objects surrounding me. Because I was no longer lolocalized my essence was also in other objects.

I probably reached such a state half a dozen times.

What I really wanted to do was inhabit another person. That never happened even though at times there were other people near me. Sadly, when I was that far away I never sensed people as others, or prescient or alive in any sense.
Speaking does not require ego, see there's no ego in what I just said, the intellectual faculties have a thought process of there own and intelligence in organizing and understanding information is completely free of ego, it has to be. The ego is not the totality of your thought process it is identification with the Thinker in your head that leads to a personality that you perceive as I. The only way to break your identification with the Thinker is to recognize your true self as pure Awareness, the stillness, the Silent Witness, the light. I find the easiest way to do this is to become aware of all the empty space around you, by becoming aware of Space you bring stillness to the mind and experience a transcendence of ego, not ego death that is a complete loss of ego never to return and only the very very wise have experienced this.
 

DaSprout

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So like a physical alternate reality you were given the opportunity to see and be in, as well as manipulate your own physical energy, that would be neat to access the power whenever you wanted
Was it an alternate reality or was it the real physical universe you were connecting with, free of the mind made ego?

For me personally mushrooms is complete transcendence of ego and I feel very connected with the body, I can feel the energy of the chi, I feel connected to the universe and experience an incredibly heightened awareness, I'm very present. On acid it is a suspended ego, the ego is still present but the majority of my mind is playing serious tricks on me and my perceived reality is completely fucked, some ingenious insights and many secrets revealed.
I will reply to both later. Short on time.
 

mikek420

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I felt the total Godness on 4acodmt. Just like something above me was saying you are more than the sum of your personal experience you are a creator and you and everything else is full of god-energy I was given the chance to access this power when my heart is ready. I'm so glad that you guys are able to describe so much. Its as if I can learn what to expect even tho I won't be able to prepare, I might be able to keep my perception focused
 

mikek420

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Weaponize LSD lol make it an airborne thing and all of a sudden instead of trying to kill us all we'll be hugging trees I'm for it!
 

mikek420

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@New Age United it is interesting to see the different takes on something so mundane as talking (or thinking) to ones self. After reading your response that seems to fit what happened to me. I feel that there was a distinct separation between Mike the physical being, and Mike the spiritual vessel. When my spiritual essence began to detatch itself it still recognized Mike the body, almost as if "who is this stranger and why is he in my house?" And while Mike the physical body struggled to maintain a grip on the mental and spiritual form, the farther and weirder they seemed, as if to say YOU, body, we don't need you for a while go take a break.
The form of communication communication I am most familiar with right now is verbal. As in I see someone my response will be most likely to say something audible, however with that sense of detachment it felt like the words spoken had no meaning, as if I was speaking a language that no longer contained words that meant what I wanted them to.

I feel the same way trying to explain what I go thru to people who haven't been there, I feel the more I learn from you guys the more I can prepare myself for a lesson from psychedelics, its so wonderful knowing that I am learning, and on such a high degree that it can't possibly be taught, it has to be experienced first hand to understand.

And the article on satori is amazing, I think that's the 2nd or 3rd time I've read it but each time the point is well emphasised.
 

DaSprout

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@New Age United it is interesting to see the different takes on something so mundane as talking (or thinking) to ones self. After reading your response that seems to fit what happened to me. I feel that there was a distinct separation between Mike the physical being, and Mike the spiritual vessel. When my spiritual essence began to detatch itself it still recognized Mike the body, almost as if "who is this stranger and why is he in my house?" And while Mike the physical body struggled to maintain a grip on the mental and spiritual form, the farther and weirder they seemed, as if to say YOU, body, we don't need you for a while go take a break.
The form of communication communication I am most familiar with right now is verbal. As in I see someone my response will be most likely to say something audible, however with that sense of detachment it felt like the words spoken had no meaning, as if I was speaking a language that no longer contained words that meant what I wanted them to.

I feel the same way trying to explain what I go thru to people who haven't been there, I feel the more I learn from you guys the more I can prepare myself for a lesson from psychedelics, its so wonderful knowing that I am learning, and on such a high degree that it can't possibly be taught, it has to be experienced first hand to understand.

And the article on satori is amazing, I think that's the 2nd or 3rd time I've read it but each time the point is well emphasised.
I'm very happy that you are seeing things inthis manner. I'll throw this one out there.
Electrical potential. Altered states of consciousness.
Here are ywo entertaining videos.

 

mikek420

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Part of me wants to dose all the people who have wronged me with an extremely potent dose of LSD, I know it would make them a better person so I'm sure the same would be with that guy too
 

mikek420

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Obviously I was meaning a person who was in need of a dose that size lol I would never actually do it. But I'd look at that one guy who is stealing from all his friends and ruining peoples lives on purpose and I'd think real hard... Man if you got superdosed you would never feel the need to ruin someone else
 

DaSprout

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Obviously I was meaning a person who was in need of a dose that size lol I would never actually do it. But I'd look at that one guy who is stealing from all his friends and ruining peoples lives on purpose and I'd think real hard... Man if you got superdosed you would never feel the need to ruin someone else
Welllll....
If you want to do it vigilante style thennnn...
 

Vikerus Forrest

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Someone who doesn't know that they are high could suffer long term mental anguish. This isn't a game. Be careful or someone might just decide you deserve to be played. If you can't respect a person's mental state then perhaps you are not really ready to understand what you are wishing to.

A guide never puts the student in harms way, including the students mind. If you want to help someone. Try relating to them first.
 

mikek420

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That matrix theory lol haven't seen any of them for a while used to be my favorite.

As for Dragonball z... That's my shit man every acid trip I try for a kamehameha wave I usually end with a curtain moving trickle of energy... But its there!
 

mikek420

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@Vikerus Forrest
Its good that you should say that. I intend in every way to get these kind of people out of my life, and to keep them out. I feel that even if I just think something, like I hope he gets his, I bring it right back to my attention and put my focus back on something I don't want anymore. I'd rather be free than tie myself to a memory of negative energy. Thanks for putting it to words I can't escape from. I will concentrate on letting go and hopefully soon I won't need to think of it as I will have moved forward and up.
 

DaSprout

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That matrix theory lol haven't seen any of them for a while used to be my favorite.

As for Dragonball z... That's my shit man every acid trip I try for a kamehameha wave I usually end with a curtain moving trickle of energy... But its there!
The trip that I mentioned with 7.2 grams of shrooms changed me. My chi center had evolved. I can now do more advanced techniques. I believe that the subject of electrical potential began to become more of a reality.
 

DaSprout

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@Vikerus Forrest
Its good that you should say that. I intend in every way to get these kind of people out of my life, and to keep them out. I feel that even if I just think something, like I hope he gets his, I bring it right back to my attention and put my focus back on something I don't want anymore. I'd rather be free than tie myself to a memory of negative energy. Thanks for putting it to words I can't escape from. I will concentrate on letting go and hopefully soon I won't need to think of it as I will have moved forward and up.
As long as you keep yourself on your own path of personal growth. And don't focus upon the no good nicks. Then yes. They will get there's. I see it happen all the time. You end up becoming stronger. More confident. And secure as an idividual.
 
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