throwaway1997
New Member
Look, all i know is that i smoked some weed 7 months ago and have been experiencing difficulty with thinking ever since. I've scoured the web, i've talked to the world's supply of doctors, but still no explanation whatsoever. it was my second time smoking weed and i just got buttraped. that's the medical term, in case you were wondering.
What can i say? I'm on "rollitup.org". I'm in the "introduce yourself" section where people are just rolling up joints and introducing themselves while they're high. And then you have me, a person who was tortured psychologically with a gift from the gods (severe case of pectus carinatum) and who never recovered from the psychological harm it caused. I'm not shaming myself right now, that's what pectus carinatum does to most people.
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So i'm not going to erase anything, i'm just going to keep everything here and keep restarting. I guess what i wrote up there wasn't good eough, so i'll try another beginning.
I've smoked weed since that event a while ago and i've been completely fine. Just have to be thankful i live in a state where you can buy a gun. i dont have problems with depression or anything, i just want some answers.
I don't want some fucking high people coming over here and commenting on this post and act like "weed is A OK". "weed is perfectly safe". Yeah i know that. i know. I knew it 7 months ago, too, when i got completely assraped by the fucking drug. i just want answers as to what happened to me.
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It would be nice to finally be given a conclusive diagnosis as to what happened to me. I've been told it's anciety related. Yes, go ahead and tell a person who took college fucking math classes in high school that bullshit and try to make him believe it. I'm not beliving one second of it. There's no way anxiety can slow your mind down so much like it did to mine. youre not going to brush me off with your anxiety scapegoat diagnosis so you can just move on to the next patient.
im not anti-weed. i've smoked since because i simply dont give a fuck. i was already thrown a gigantic curveball with the pectus carinatum, so much so that im considering killing myself if i don't get the surgery. words can't describe the pain i've been through. it's just unreal.
how the hell do you smoke weed and get 7 months of cognitive dysfunction from it? i found a way.
i still have hope, though. that my mind will heal and that i will be able to get the surgery for the pectus carinatum.
i've posted a similar post like this one to other forums, so im sure some people might have already seen me rant. I just want to know how you can smoke weed and have this happen to you. that's really all this post is about. i have an appointment with my psychiatrist in 4 days, but what the fuck does she know, right?
If you're here to say "weed doesn't do that", "it's all in your head", cool, go ahead. go right fucking ahead. I hope this same thing happens to you, then. I really do.
the day i can finally live again is potentially in two summer's time. the day i kill myself is potentially as early as the next upcoming winter. that's really all there is to it, folks.
So yeah, i just want to know what th fuck happened to me. This is a marijuana forum, after all. And hello, i introduce myself.
What can i say? I'm on "rollitup.org". I'm in the "introduce yourself" section where people are just rolling up joints and introducing themselves while they're high. And then you have me, a person who was tortured psychologically with a gift from the gods (severe case of pectus carinatum) and who never recovered from the psychological harm it caused. I'm not shaming myself right now, that's what pectus carinatum does to most people.
NEW BEGINNING:
So i'm not going to erase anything, i'm just going to keep everything here and keep restarting. I guess what i wrote up there wasn't good eough, so i'll try another beginning.
I've smoked weed since that event a while ago and i've been completely fine. Just have to be thankful i live in a state where you can buy a gun. i dont have problems with depression or anything, i just want some answers.
I don't want some fucking high people coming over here and commenting on this post and act like "weed is A OK". "weed is perfectly safe". Yeah i know that. i know. I knew it 7 months ago, too, when i got completely assraped by the fucking drug. i just want answers as to what happened to me.
NEW BEGINNING:
It would be nice to finally be given a conclusive diagnosis as to what happened to me. I've been told it's anciety related. Yes, go ahead and tell a person who took college fucking math classes in high school that bullshit and try to make him believe it. I'm not beliving one second of it. There's no way anxiety can slow your mind down so much like it did to mine. youre not going to brush me off with your anxiety scapegoat diagnosis so you can just move on to the next patient.
im not anti-weed. i've smoked since because i simply dont give a fuck. i was already thrown a gigantic curveball with the pectus carinatum, so much so that im considering killing myself if i don't get the surgery. words can't describe the pain i've been through. it's just unreal.
how the hell do you smoke weed and get 7 months of cognitive dysfunction from it? i found a way.
i still have hope, though. that my mind will heal and that i will be able to get the surgery for the pectus carinatum.
i've posted a similar post like this one to other forums, so im sure some people might have already seen me rant. I just want to know how you can smoke weed and have this happen to you. that's really all this post is about. i have an appointment with my psychiatrist in 4 days, but what the fuck does she know, right?
If you're here to say "weed doesn't do that", "it's all in your head", cool, go ahead. go right fucking ahead. I hope this same thing happens to you, then. I really do.
the day i can finally live again is potentially in two summer's time. the day i kill myself is potentially as early as the next upcoming winter. that's really all there is to it, folks.
So yeah, i just want to know what th fuck happened to me. This is a marijuana forum, after all. And hello, i introduce myself.
