Day #11 without smoke or even being invited by friends to smoke with them..going nuts

ganjaluvr

ganjaluvr

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yep.... about to lose my fucking mind. Apparently everyone around this town either don't smoke bud.. or.. they're just a bunch of bitches that don't care about anyone else except themselves. Either way, I'm about to lose my mind. I've never gone more than 2 or 3 days without either having some bud or at least having a friend call me over and smoke me out.

Getting tired of people calling me and telling me that they know where its at.. and then the next day.. I go through all kinds of bullshit to get my money together so I can get a sack from that person like they said they could get.. and yet its like when I get my money together.. go through all the BS to get it... and getting my hopes up that I'm going to get a nice sack and be able to chill and smoke.. its like there's always some fucking fucked up lame ass excuse as to why they can't get it.

Now I remember why I started growing for myself.. so I don't have to deal with stupid ass brainless fucks... and to top it off I'm stuck here for another 3 weeks.. and now that I know I'm not going to be able to (well, more than likely won't be able to) find any kind of bud to smoke on.. NOT EVEN REGS!!! while I'm here.. I'm thinking of just quitting all together. Either that, or just go back into hiding and stay to myself instead of having to rely on brainless fucks that have no idea what they're talking about to begin with. Drove from Jersey all the way to fucking Arkansas because dude said he had some kill.. I get here... and he's got some lame excuse for not having it.. but tells me he can get it.. and for the past 9 days now.. I've called him every single day to see if he had heard anything.. and its like he's got an excuse each and every time I call. I'm getting very very very very tired and worn out.. having to fucking deal with dumb ass brainless fucks!!

I'm going back to Jersey this coming Friday...cutting this trip by 2 weeks.. and I'm never EVER coming back to this fucking shit-hole of a state again. Fuck Arkansas.. and all the cousin fucking rednecks in it.

Peace.:peace:

yeah, I am quite upset right now... and I had to vent.. and I had nobody to vent to.. so I came here to do so... and yes I do feel just a tad bit better. But, I'd feel even better with a sack. :|
 
LightningMcGreen

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lol know exactly what you mean guy...i don't understand why people won't just straight up tell me "hey man, can't do it today, some other time maybe?" and it'd all be fine...but no, they like to jerk your dick around and then come game time they won't answer their phones or return calls...then days or weeks later, when i've run outta money or found it elsewhere they sure as shit call me all like "hey dude you still want that?".....fuck no i don't, i wanted the shit days ago! ehh...but...they're the ones losin out on money so...sucks, but it comes with the habit lol
 
ganjaluvr

ganjaluvr

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LightningMcGreen said:
lol know exactly what you mean guy...i don't understand why people won't just straight up tell me "hey man, can't do it today, some other time maybe?" and it'd all be fine...but no, they like to jerk your dick around and then come game time they won't answer their phones or return calls...then days or weeks later, when i've run outta money or found it elsewhere they sure as shit call me all like "hey dude you still want that?".....fuck no i don't, i wanted the shit days ago! ehh...but...they're the ones losin out on money so...sucks, but it comes with the habit lol
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Ahmen my friend.. you said it!! Couldn't get any more right than how you said it. Its like you said.. if the person can't do it.. JUST TELL ME!!! For the love of God, I mean... its not like I'm gonna get pissed because you can't get it... but what will piss me off.. is when they tell me they can.. and then when I go through all the BS to get the money gathered up and shit.. its like they have a lame ass excuse for not being able to get it once I get the money gathered up. Yeah, I mean if they can't get it.. I'm not going to get pissed off and never talk to them again you know?? In fact, I'd actually be happy if they would just be upfront with me and tell me whats up.. instead of playing fucking games!!! That's what pisses people off... especially me! I don't do business like that.. I was born into an Italian family.. and I was taught not to do business like that because in certain circumstances... it could and can get someone killed.

I mean, I wouldn't ever kill someone.. despite the fact that they played games with me.. but there are ppl out there that are fucked up in the head.. and will kill someone over some shit like this. So, yeah... you know whats up man.
 
LightningMcGreen

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haha yeah dude, i don't think theres a person on this forum that hasn't/doesn't go through the same thing...problem is, is most friends go through a friend...who sometimes have to go through another friend...and again, THAT friend goes through another friend...just a serious lack of communication due to too much channeling of info for what should be a simple ass request lol...i tell ya though, the thing i hate most next to that, is you get a guy willin to sell, then all of a sudden jacks the prices up at the actual deal cuz they're all of a sudden having to "break out from a personal stash" or some bullshit...so yeah dude, lets grow our own shit n say fuck the rest lol least growin it, you know what you're gettin
 
ganjaluvr

ganjaluvr

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LightningMcGreen said:
haha yeah dude, i don't think theres a person on this forum that hasn't/doesn't go through the same thing...problem is, is most friends go through a friend...who sometimes have to go through another friend...and again, THAT friend goes through another friend...just a serious lack of communication due to too much channeling of info for what should be a simple ass request lol...i tell ya though, the thing i hate most next to that, is you get a guy willin to sell, then all of a sudden jacks the prices up at the actual deal cuz they're all of a sudden having to "break out from a personal stash" or some bullshit...so yeah dude, lets grow our own shit n say fuck the rest lol least growin it, you know what you're gettin
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Yeah... I know man. It's just... ahh I dunno anymore. I've got another AK48 started.. actually two. It's just the idea of me having to probably wait until harvest time.. then wait for it to dry... before I can smoke again that drives me nuts.. and gets my anxiety and stress levels off the charts... and then I can't relax.. its just too much stress and bs having to go through people these days.

Oh well..

Hey! I do appreciate everyone's support though!! ;) Thanks.. and thanks for letting me vent.. and thanks for understanding where I'm coming from. Peace to all of ya's.

later.
 
FriendlyBystander

FriendlyBystander

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That sums up a majority of the drug game in general. People being late, excuses,price changes, problems with transport and other random stuff. Thats why when i grab for personal smoke I just grab a half zip or an O at a time. Grab once, and you're set for a while.

Still, even if I was dry, there is honestly so much weed right now where I'm at, outdoor grow season ended, everyone chopping decent outdoor :P. I still feel your pain though, everyones dry sometimes.
 
PussymOneyWeed

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FuzzDodger said:
Fucking Arkansas? You'd get just nasty ass schwag anyways. Just wait till you get home and spark one up it will be well worth the wait.
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easier said than done my friend. Havnt you had the moments when you just needed to smoke some fucking weed for the sake of your sanity? If not, well then lucky you haha.
 
Cancler

Cancler

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chill bro its just like over here noone grows for themeselves or shares with me but ishare everytime bro but u gotta relax because weed aint that addictive
 
K

Kodank Moment

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Cancler said:
chill bro its just like over here noone grows for themeselves or shares with me but ishare everytime bro but u gotta relax because weed aint that addictive
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It is when you use it to ease the withdrawl symptoms of methodone cycles. Like ganja does.

He didn't ask for your criticisms of why he needs some bud. So stop. Bitches. Everyone goes through different experiences. Doesn't make his opinion wrong and yours right.
 
Total Head

Total Head

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i know what that's like. when you are in a place where good weed is hard to come by it ends up getting hoarded by just a couple sources who aren't even really dealers, and it's hell for them to part with it so it's way overpriced anyway. fucked up thing is there is probably a dude within a mile of you who smoking the dank as we speak and isn't going to share the stash or the source. if people in places like that shared the source they would become obsolete. they are probably making a killing when they do sell.
 
ganjaluvr

ganjaluvr

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Found some! finally.. ;)

thanks for everyone's support. you guys kinda helped me get through it.. and I really appreciate that. Probably more than ya realize so uhh thanks also for letting me vent.. that helped me out too.
 
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