A Christian Made Me See

Az-uar Iam

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I figure this would be a good place to share an experience that opened the door to my enlightenment. I say that because when drugs are involved, there's a built in excuse to receive skepticism, but I hope here it can be less of an obstacle. While I have my own way of seeing things I'd love to hear what you think.

In a nutshell, my best friend who was an atheist opened my mind to a new way of thinking. It took me awhile to add things up, but when I look back at this time in my life I understand why we couldn't see. Atheists, don't get ahead of yourself because the lesson learned was at your expense. It took a series of events that's hard to convince me of a otherwise plausible explanation. Here's a summary of my awakening.

20+ years ago on a freezing night about to do the usual :joint: In the broke down car parked in our friends backyard, I started seeing a vision before the party could even begin. You know how rain or snowmelt runs down a windshield and if cold enough it leaves streaks. Well the picture these streaks made could rival any great artist known to man. Too embarrassed to mention it, we began to get high and somehow the picture became clear. Maybe the smoke from the inside added more contrast to the Windows, but at that point I had to say something. Of course I got laughed at, but these are my two best friends in the world, so I gave up and concentrated on getting high. I'm might be crazy because I saw pictures on every window of the car. From The Sphinx, to a jungle hiding all kinda animals, to somethings that would take away from the moral of the story. However, one of my buddies started to point thing out, which instantly made me relax, but little did I know what happened the next day, wouldn't allow me to ever forget that night.

See, the next morning after just getting off the phone with my buddies, in the time it took to walk across the street, I arrived to see 1 friend holding the other as he took his last breath. It's not strange these days to get shot, so it would've been easy to dismiss as the code of the streets. But I didn't think about the vision from the previous night until after we left from identifying the body. Why didn't he want to see? It's like he knew it was something there, but he refused look. That's when the lesson was finally learned. The only person that couldn't see that, wouldn't see beyond the next day. That person was my best friend and his name just happened to be R.C. Christian. I don't know where this message came from, but I found a reason to search for THE GREAT UNKNOWN.

I'm all ears:confused:
 

Indacouch

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First off sorry about your friend on a serious note ..........secondly I would love to know what else you saw that you say doesn't go along with the subject of the story ..........third many years ago when I was a teenager I got super high and my bathtub was barely dripping because the handle wasn't tightened enough ....and as I'm dropping a deuce the drips start making music possibly a techno version of HOTEL CALIFORNIA but I'm pretty sure my experience had everything to do with drugs .....
 

Az-uar Iam

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Thanks man. Nice to know somebody took it seriously. As for what I saw, it seemed like the more I looked the more I could see. But the thing that made stop looking was an exact picture of my house, at the time. I wanted to blame it on the weed, but, at best it was only a little better than some Regs. While there's definitely a connection, I'm not sure it's based on drugs. However I do believe they can enhance the ability to be in tune with the ONE.
 

sunni

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sorry to hear of your friend
do you often seen visions? or hear things?
 

Indacouch

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Thanks man. Nice to know somebody took it seriously. As for what I saw, it seemed like the more I looked the more I could see. But the thing that made stop looking was an exact picture of my house, at the time. I wanted to blame it on the weed, but, at best it was only a little better than some Regs. While there's definitely a connection, I'm not sure it's based on drugs. However I do believe they can enhance the ability to be in tune with the ONE.
They did lots of research on therapy using MDMA so I'm not opposed to people becoming more open while under the influence of certain substances. Lots of research has been done years ago that's kinda interesting. Therapists still use it illegally
 

Az-uar Iam

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sorry to hear of your friend
do you often seen visions? or hear things?
Thanks for your sentiments, Sunni. Actually I do, but I swear I'm not crazy. No voices in my head or psychedelic dreams. Guess I just see things a little differently than most. Took awhile to get the message but I guess it's a gift.
 

Az-uar Iam

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They did lots of research on therapy using MDMA so I'm not opposed to people becoming more open while under the influence of certain substances. Lots of research has been done years ago that's kinda interesting. Therapists still use it illegally
Been thinking about seeing a therapist..lol :idea::peace:
 

sunni

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Thanks for your sentiments, Sunni. Actually I do, but I swear I'm not crazy. No voices in my head or psychedelic dreams. Guess I just see things a little differently than most. Took awhile to get the message but I guess it's a gift.
Crazy is a bad terminology but you should consider seeing a doctor to rule out any possible brain issues
 

Az-uar Iam

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Funny u say that because I had a brain stroke a few years back. Never thought about them being related. But if something wrong can produce a picture full of so much WONDER, which in turn led to my understanding, it may not be the problem, but the direction I was heading was
 

Drowning-Man

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Supposedly I'm bipolar with borderline personality disorder and my nightly meds look like a hand full of skittles. Fucking fake doctors, what do they know anyway.
 

Dalek Supreme

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There's a rational explanation for your experience. There's a catch. That is you do not want the rational explanation, but here it is.

Dopamine! Google "Dopamine creativity", Dopamine hypothesis", "Dopamine hallucination", "Paredolia", "Law of Large Numbers", and "Dopamine Addiction".

Or check out this thread, and the linked videos.

The Holy Dopamine Ghost: It Feels Good

http://www.unexplained-mysteries.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=294330
 

Az-uar Iam

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There's a rational explanation for your experience. There's a catch. That is you do not want the rational explanation, but here it is.

Dopamine! Google "Dopamine creativity", Dopamine hypothesis", "Dopamine hallucination", "Paredolia", "Law of Large Numbers", and "Dopamine Addiction".

Or check out this thread, and the linked videos.

The Holy Dopamine Ghost: It Feels Good

http://www.unexplained-mysteries.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=294330
I can't disagree. But how does Dopamine draw a picture? How come somebody else could see? How come the one the who didn't see just happen to be named Christian, & died the next day. I'm okay with it being a string of coincidences, but Dopamine can't explain it all
 
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Az-uar Iam

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Read the last article. Very interesting. But the fact that assume you already know what I'm trying to share, is why you'll never truly see. The fact is, I never wanted to believe. Using patterns to insists on dopamine being the cause, is making you ignore the most important pattern. So, basically what you're saying is that no one will ever key in on the right amount of patterns. By the way, none of those pictures compared to what we saw. 20 minutes wasted.
 

Dalek Supreme

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Read the last article. Very interesting. But the fact that assume you already know what I'm trying to share, is why you'll never truly see. The fact is, I never wanted to believe. Using patterns to insists on dopamine being the cause, is making you ignore the most important pattern. So, basically what you're saying is that no one will ever key in on the right amount of patterns. By the way, none of those pictures compared to what we saw. 20 minutes wasted.
It must be so cool to have a friend sacrifice his life just for you to receive confirmation. o_O

 

Az-uar Iam

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It wasn't for my confirmation, but to eventually open the door for you to receive yours. Outta respect I'm about to ignore you b4 you say something about my friend that isn't necessary. My only question is what does it matter to you since it's evident you don't believe?
 

Dalek Supreme

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It wasn't for my confirmation, but to eventually open the door for you to receive yours. Outta respect I'm about to ignore you b4 you say something about my friend that isn't necessary. My only question is what does it matter to you since it's evident you don't believe?
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