600 Watt 12/12 From Seed Lazy Susan

supchaka

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Commercial grows sure. What is with your subtle trolling? Back starting with the 1gpw reference. Yeah I knew what you meant but it wasn't relevant to my post so I didn't comment on it. You kind of appeared outta nowhere but I see you in all the same threads I'm in.
 

whodatnation

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I just got caught up on this... and THIS came on pandora lol too good not to post.

[video=youtube;aNwvHEme_JE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNwvHEme_JE[/video]




Plants are looking good chaka! Gonna trim their skirts a bit?
 

supchaka

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Any resin development or smells yet Chaka?
I did notice last night trics are forming, rubbed a leaf a little but it wasn't quite enough to give me a good idea. My allergies are acting up too so the sniffer is off anyway! Ill be able to get an idea in a day or two though!
 

supchaka

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Interesting thing I've noticed. Although the room isn't super stinky yet I expected to smell weed when I stood near the ac exhaust while it was running, however I smelled nothing. Wonder if it has something to do with the process in the unit and if/what point the smell will come through. My thought was if the air only runs at night when the lights are on I might not really need another filter since the smell may dissipate on its own. Time will tell
 

supchaka

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Skunky monkey I think. The peacocks are all 15-19" not counting the pots, the SM and bubba cougar are much taller, the biggest at 29" is a bubba. I have another bubba just doing normal and one bubba that got burnt or something cuz it's a miserable looking stick lol. All else is looking good, going light nutes and sometimes just water. Harvest tentatively in 6 weeks.
 

billcollector99

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Big height difference between the strains i see.

I expected the bubbacougar to be tall though. Hence the reason why i said to tie down your outdoor ;)
 

supchaka

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What's happenin Chakalaka
I'm still here. I got a lot of shit going on so I'm pretty much socially unavailable except the little I post on here. My updates were so frequent I was even boring myself so I took a break.

I'm a bit of a wreck lately. Blowing off people. Some of the peeps here know some of my issues with anxiety/depression and the uh cycle of opiate dependency I can't seem to stay away from.

Shits all just kinda snowballed on me recently. Instead of telling the doctors hey I need to get off the norcos I just said hey I need help with this anxiety and insomnia. I'm 98% certain my anxiety issues are related to my prolonged use of narcs. So instead I was put on Effexor and Ativan to deal with that which then allowed me to keep popping pain pills. I graduated to extended release Morphine and Tizanidine as well. All this shit has just really taken its toll on me.

So I'm having norco withdrawals even though I'm on morphine and using the tizanidine to try and come off the Ativan until I had a wicked bunch of hallucinations the other night. Woke up at 2:30 in the morning from a dream, into a dream like awake state. I don't know at what point I was truly awake because I just couldn't shake the hallucinations. My vision was shifting like 180 degrees, and the light reflecting off my running ceiling fan was making the whole room flicker. Then of course I flipped out and had a panic attack cuz it wouldn't stop, and my wife was at work.

Anywho, I've joined this pain mngmt group that starts in July and I'm trying to get off everything before it even starts so I have a fresh slate. Honestly weed doesn't work for my pain, (so far) It does help with getting to sleep when I can use it without flipping out so the goal is to try and find a way to live in pain without being a strung out junky. I'm very hopeful I can get weed more integrated into my plans for a pharmaceutical free future. This pain group is all about learning and developing ways to live your life through meditation and whatever else shit they're gonna throw at me and at this point I'm all for it. I'm going in with an open mind.

Lol bills like wtf, I just said what's up? I'm rambling, I just wanted to throw this out there for anyone who may have noticed I'm not fully myself. Plus it's a place for me to just get it out since this isn't something I can really talk about at length with people in person. I'm sure ill throw out a random update someday like hey I'm better, or hey I'm in an institute!
 

billcollector99

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I know too well the dangers and issues with opioid addiction and use.
After my surgery they had me on 120 mg er morphine, 2 times a day. with pers and vics to help with "breakthrough" pain. the morphine fucked me up soo bad. Caused insomnia, bad life decisions, and much much more.

I live in pain every day. Somedays it is manageable, and other days the pain is so bad that i lash out on anyone who is near me. loved ones included.

All i can say is I hope you can get things figured out, quit taking the damn pills, and be able to manage your pain in a less self destructive way.

Long term use of pain pills causes your body to make more pain receptors in your body, so that when you stop taking the pills, you feel like everything hurts 10x worse due to all the extra pain receptors you have built up.

I feel your pain bro, i really do.
 

supchaka

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On a marijuana growing related note though- I tried to super crop the party cup plant which I've done 100's of times and the thing literally snapped off like a piece of celery! Never had that happen in my life, didn't even know it was possible! I tried to tape it together but I don't think it's gonna make it.
 
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