WAITING FOR HEAVEN, IS WAITING TO LONG

Ages is in your mind , i look about 30 but im 40 in my mind im like fucking 500,,,im bored i want to go to heaven, iv grown out of this playground ,
 
Move to the country, go to church and give up all drugs.. except beer and weed...slow down...You only go through this life once...
 
Ages is in your mind , i look about 30 but im 40 in my mind im like fucking 500,,,im bored i want to go to heaven, iv grown out of this playground ,
If you are bored little brother you aren't doing anything. Get off your azz and do something you like to do. The Reaper will be here soon enough.
 
Don't you ever have that feeling its run its cause,i don't belive in church anyway , i feel it to be waste of time,
 
If you are bored little brother you aren't doing anything. Get off your azz and do something you like to do. The Reaper will be here soon enough.
i do things i like to do , and i do get up off my azz, anyway how do you know in not doing anything,? Life on earths good but its got some terrible darkness to.it, poorly people, disasters,,,,not i didn't name any of the bad things in life that's mans fault ,,wars cruelty to animals , poverty ,,,i just mentioned the ones we have no control over,,,
 
i do things i like to do , and i do get up off my azz, anyway how do you know in not doing anything,? Life on earths good but its got some terrible darkness to.it, poorly people, disasters,,,,not i didn't name any of the bad things in life that's mans fault ,,wars cruelty to animals , poverty ,,,i just mentioned the ones we have no control over,,,
Yes I agree. It is a cold cruel world we live in. BUT...it is all we have. If you believe the Bible and in Heaven, I just picked that up in your post. Then you know at the end of this old phucked up world it will get real bad. Men have thought it was the end of times all through history. So I guess some things never chang. But YES. It can be very depressing. I have had to quit watching the news and checking out all the tinfoil B/S that goes on in our world. Are you OK or just a bit down?
 
Yes I agree. It is a cold cruel world we live in. BUT...it is all we have. If you believe the Bible and in Heaven, I just picked that up in your post. Then you know at the end of this old phucked up world it will get real bad. Men have thought it was the end of times all through history. So I guess some things never chang. But YES. It can be very depressing. I have had to quit watching the news and checking out all the tinfoil B/S that goes on in our world. Are you OK or just a bit down?
waiting for heaven , is waiting to long,,,
 
I have found life to be a roller coaster of happy and sad/bored and excited/rich and poor.. thought after a bad meth addiction in my 20s thought a lot about, if this is all life is, I wanna leave it. But my grandmother always taught me if you kill yourself you go to hell. So I never left. What I did find was that life changes constantly so if I'm in a low or depressed its only a matter of time before it gets better. When your on bottom the only way to go is up. Although I did seem to skip on bottom for a while at times.. And when your on top its just a matter of time before things head down hill.
One thing that works for me is to think how things could be more difficult than what they are. Kind of like if it was 100 years ago I'd have to go to the creek to get water instead of out of the tap. I wouldn't have AC on the hot days stuff like that. Then I realize it could be worse than what it is, and I'm then thankful for where I'm at......
 
I have found life to be a roller coaster of happy and sad/bored and excited/rich and poor.. thought after a bad meth addiction in my 20s thought a lot about, if this is all life is, I wanna leave it. But my grandmother always taught me if you kill yourself you go to hell. So I never left. What I did find was that life changes constantly so if I'm in a low or depressed its only a matter of time before it gets better. When your on bottom the only way to go is up. Although I did seem to skip on bottom for a while at times.. And when your on top its just a matter of time before things head down hill.
One thing that works for me is to think how things could be more difficult than what they are. Kind of like if it was 100 years ago I'd have to go to the creek to get water instead of out of the tap. I wouldn't have AC on the hot days stuff like that. Then I realize it could be worse than what it is, and I'm then thankful for where I'm at......
couldn't have put it beter my self
 
it just feels like sometimes having the belief of going to heaven is like waiting in a queue at the movies to watch a film,, all there seems to be is waiting to watch the film in a queue ,boring,, i want to watch that film even if it is for my own selfish needs, its either waiting in the queue to watch the film. Or ditching the film and going home or a bar, and fucking the film off,,,,
 
There is no fucking "heaven"...come on, are you that dumb? Theres only one place you go. To a scorching lake of fire. lol
 
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