Trying to determine what element is working

Hi all,

I found a 1:1 cbd:thc strain that worked wonders for me. Gave me a very mild euphoria and super clear head, very functional. Can't find anything else like it. It's called Midnight by Tikun Olam. If you have a good substitute suggestion and a way for me to get the seeds in Canada, please do tell, I'd be happy to try.

My brief medical history is major depressive disorder with social/performance anxiety and ADD. Along with various joint and tendon problems associated with chronic inflammation.
Tried various LPs, smoked my whole life and only like 1 in 100 strains seem to be useful/functional to me and I can never seem to get more. My issue is that overstimulating weed makes my anxiety go haywire, especially while on ADD meds
Sedating weed like indica makes me immobile and aggrovates my depression or simply counteracts my ADD meds and leaves me distracted.
This 1:1 cbd thc weed left me feeling level and balanced. Which is amazing for someone like me who is rarely able to hold a stable mood or come back from an episode until it's played out. Also, on days when I am well, or on an upswing perhaps, my add meds drive me through the roof. Weed helps reign that in. I have my suspicions that I have improperly diagnosed rapid cycling, bipolar 2 disorder.
If I had to guess I'd say the 1:1 weed is sort of acting like a mood stabilizer and the cbd is putting a cap on me getting too stoned (slows rate of drug metabolism), as well as having anti inflammatory effects. Everyone says they use cbd for the physical effects and not the psychoactive effects but I think it has potential as a mood stabilizer that is so much better than the shit that doctors prescribe.

Thoughts? Strain suggestions?

Thx

Here's some terp profile info, it's also a sativa-cbd which I find is more rare.

Are there any websites that have a "find a similar weed" function?

Is this the first time using a 1:1? THC to CBD?

Have you smoked any pure CBD weed? How was that effect if so.

Try other 1:1 or any with a ratio of more CBD than THC.

I think it's the CBD which is good for you.

I cut my THC with CBD so I dont feel paranoid racy high. Always more cbd than Thc.

A vet was helping me out and giving me some midnight for a while, smoked it and vaped it, never tried consumables.

I have smoked, vaped, ingested cbd and it's good for the body but does nothing to calm my anxiety or clear my ADD mind. Have had a couple prescriptions for weed that I inevitably couldn't afford.
I have ADD meds but they rot my teeth and trigger my anxiety. For which I also have meds available but they kinda leave you stoned and useless imo.
Normal weed leaves me evidently stoned and not so useful. 1:1 sort of feels like magic, like everything all of a sudden is just right and clear. This was the moment I became a medical marijuana believer and not just a stoner.

I find I'm drastically affected by weed tiredness so I aim for a sativa-cbd. Wouldn't mind having both indica and sativa but for now I know this one works.