Trippy

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Over the past 4-5 years, I've probably eaten more Psilocybe mushrooms than a human should. I've always wondered if there's anyone quite like me when it comes to this subject. I've become so comfortable hallucinating, I felt I could handle anything......until a few weeks ago.

My best friend who I don't normally see often, came through. Seeing that I have a nice collection of these things, my friend wanted to ingest some. We did so by blending with lemonade.

Between the two of us, we drank the entire large jug of Simply Lemonade. Not sure if it was a gallon or more, but it was the largest jug w the handle. I'd say there was about 10-12 grams in the jug...

We built a fire, and I started feeling them quick. I look at my friend and he's not lookin good. He says he's going to puke, which is understandable. We drank a lot of a very acidic, sugary liquid with mushie chunks in it. I felt similar, but wanted to keep it in. I've puked, and still tripped a few times so I wasn't worried about being alone, and even if I was alone, it's not my first rodeo. He ends up puking everything up, and says he's definitely not going to trip...

At first, I didn't (want to) believe him. He tried to convince me.. He did.... Then all of a sudden it became a SERIOUS issue. My mind left the normal, cheerful, love filled trippy. And entered an intense, dark, hate filled trippy. I didn't think I was capable of the thoughts I was having. My closest friend was now my worst enemy. I 'wanted him gone'. Whatever, that means....

I went into a mental war with myself. I was putting everything I had towards keeping calm, physically. By now my buddy is super worried about me. There was nothing to worry about, "I'm not going to die or anything..."

In order to keep my cool, I covered myself in a blanket and just closed my eyes. My friend knew not to bother me... I remember saying things to him: "I'm in a very dark place. I'm outside of myself. I think I'm close to death." I was struggling; fighting my own feelings, which was very tiring. I fell asleep... An hour or so later, I wake up with a completely different outlook on life. Which is what I look for in these experiences!

I now understand what people mean when they say, "There's evil inside all of us." If I ever feel the intense hatred I felt again, it probably means I'm on my way to hell. It was a very scary experience, I don't wish upon anyone. However, I'm glad it happened...

Once I sobered up a little, I smoked a jernt, and watched Regular Show/Adventure Time... laughed it up with my good pal who I "wanted gone" just an hour earlier.... ******* insane.

That will be the last time I have a "bad trip". Since I've never experienced anything quite like that, I was unaware how to avoid it. Simply put, "after you". =)!!!! hahahah.

I still love mushrooms. I still love life. I tripped today, in a field, with no one but birds, deer, and cows. I painted a large Barong vs. Rangda scene on a piece of plywood. And I created a ruckus at this website!

I'm not going to proof-read. If the story is good, cool. If not, sorry.

Anyone have any memorable trippy experiences you want to share? Any 'one of a kind' experience not related to drugs worth sharing?


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This was deleted from a site I'm more active in. Felt it deserved a place, seeing as I did spend the time typing it. enjoy, or dont. =)
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I too enjoy mushrooms very much. A few years back I grew some and ate more in those 4-5 months then anyone I know ever has. I was regularly eating 5-7 grams for awhile and had some very crazy trips. I have found my self in some dark places, never angry towards others or anything like that but a couple times I questioned if I was making it through the night. I have found that getting hot makes me trip much harder and simply cooling down quickly can greatly help me gain control again. I've had a few trips where I've puked my guts out, and one where I shit myself too to be completely honest.....that was a break through night felt like I was floating above myself watching from above me. I also had a night where I became convinced I was the second coming of Jesus Christ and it was my obligation to save the world before it destroyed itself( I still don't know if this could be true :shrug:, no way to tell for sure). Now that I've got a daughter I've scaled things back. I still enjoy tripping alot but usually only eat an 1/8th now and just enjoy the night instead of pushing things any more.

Peace TC

Thundercat said:

I also had a night where I became convinced I was the second coming of Jesus Christ and it was my obligation to save the world before it destroyed itself( I still don't know if this could be true :shrug:, no way to tell for sure).

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Congratulations. You just first hand learned how religion was born. Not too many have been there. lol I have been considering growing some myself. Probably once I find the strains of the other, I want to stick with. Then I'll try to conquer the shrooms. I know it's a lot different, but is it really any harder.

They aren't really hard to grow, just time consuming, and meticulous. Gotta follow all the steps and keep EVERYTHING ultra clean and steralized.