ODanksta
Well-Known Member
Ello RIU, today is a turning point in my life... Something that really bothers me lately, is I have had a couple of friends tell me "you should be a millionaire by now". Well I don't about millionaire, but I should have more then the $45 bucks that I got now..But hey that's 45 bucks and multiple pounds curing 
So I've been in a deep depression for the last year because I quit my job to put all my energy and resources into growing, well instead I have become the laziest POS on Earth.
So today I started this morning with some motivational videos on youtube.. hehe..
I have three months left to pave my way to Colorado. Plenty of genetics, equipment and experience to do so, all that is lacking is motivation.
So here is my to-do list..
Eat healthy.. lots of raw veggies, lots of water and no junk food.
Walk the dog for a minimum of one hour each morning
I quit drinking, now I need to quit smoking cigs, quit the occasional coke and xanax use.
Start making daily goals..
Start working and stop bitching
Stop using the internet so much..
Start hanging out with my friends and get out of the grow house when I am not working on the garden..<-- this is the big one..
I have become very complacent. Pretty much as long as I got food, I am good, I am not asking for sympathy. It just sucks when we go to survival mode and that becomes ok.. so today is the day.
I've got about 5 pounds to trim over the next couple of days.. I've let the plants go too long into flower and now playing catch up.. Meh...
It's what ever just a better product in the end... but still doesn't make up my laziness.. it's really easy for one to say to "get off you're lazy ass and get to work, son" but applying the effort which most can not...
My idols in this game people like Garden boss, doublejj and of course the beloved FDD2BLK hence my avatar..
So let it begin...
I will post pics of my personal progress here... so I hope y'all enjoy..
Motivational music always helps..
So I've been in a deep depression for the last year because I quit my job to put all my energy and resources into growing, well instead I have become the laziest POS on Earth.
So today I started this morning with some motivational videos on youtube.. hehe..
I have three months left to pave my way to Colorado. Plenty of genetics, equipment and experience to do so, all that is lacking is motivation.
So here is my to-do list..
Eat healthy.. lots of raw veggies, lots of water and no junk food.
Walk the dog for a minimum of one hour each morning
I quit drinking, now I need to quit smoking cigs, quit the occasional coke and xanax use.
Start making daily goals..
Start working and stop bitching
Stop using the internet so much..
Start hanging out with my friends and get out of the grow house when I am not working on the garden..<-- this is the big one..
I have become very complacent. Pretty much as long as I got food, I am good, I am not asking for sympathy. It just sucks when we go to survival mode and that becomes ok.. so today is the day.
I've got about 5 pounds to trim over the next couple of days.. I've let the plants go too long into flower and now playing catch up.. Meh...
It's what ever just a better product in the end... but still doesn't make up my laziness.. it's really easy for one to say to "get off you're lazy ass and get to work, son" but applying the effort which most can not...
My idols in this game people like Garden boss, doublejj and of course the beloved FDD2BLK hence my avatar..
So let it begin...
I will post pics of my personal progress here... so I hope y'all enjoy..
Motivational music always helps..
