I came to speak similar thoughts...
5th level enlightenment: when you realize you're OK,everyone else is fucked up and its accepted,but you keep on your path instead of the taking the path of accepted wrong.
I feel enlightened,intellectually,morally,fraternal,but by me..not anyone or anything else provoked this..i did.too much implemented hocus-pocus for me to think otherwise
"Choosing the lesser of two evils,is still choosing evil..."