Idk what's wrong. Just miserable with life lately. Only thing not making me depressed is my plants but when that's all you have... well most of my free time lately I literally just sit there and watch grass grow for hours at a time. Stopping to piss or get a drink. Then right back to sitting on the bucket.
I've always enjoyed cooking and eating but lately I have no desire to do either.. my family actually just started to notice that the human garbage disposal ( one of their nicknames for me ) hasn't really eaten anything in a couple weeks. I mean I force myself to eat SOMETHIG but it's nothing and once a day.
I've started to work out again bc of this but it's kind of a stalemate bc I have no desire to move let alone work up a sweat. Like my 2 mile walk last night.
Should have just gone into porn when I had the chance. Any who thanks for letting me vent.