I had a wonderful CareGiver for over a year, and now that I grow, I too want to "Pay It Forward". There are some times that I would rather grow than smoke, for it uplifts my spirit and makes my day just that much more bearable.
There are a lot of very nice members in this Maine Patients Forum that will answer all questions and answer all types of help that is needed when things may go south. I am so very glad to be a part of this "Collective" (LOL).