My exact diagnosis' are Paranoid Schizoeffective disorder, OCD, Mania, Insomnia, social anxiety, allegedly D.I.D., and emotional disorders bordering sociopathic behavior. Now, I'm NOT recommending MMJ use for all schizophrenic types, I know for a Fact that it has an adverse affect on some patients, HOWEVER this is Not how it affects me. To the best of my knowledge I don't even feel the intoxication affect, though all of my symptoms, anxieties, I'm able to sleep, I'm very calm and friendly, and I've Never had a psychotic episode while under the influence of Marijuana products. I currently have a log book I'm starting(4 months in now) one paragraph a month describing my progress.
This is something very important, I think, because it means there's something that Could react positivistly with my fellow crazies, and I Want that for them, I really do. Too much of a stigma has been places on schizophrenia, and the like, and I'd like that to stop. If their was a healthier medication to take that would somehow calm them, and make them sociable, people would see we have the potential to be just like them, it's just...we were born different. The way our brains process certain kinds of information could be slightly or vastly different as apposed to "normal people", and I believe my research will help facilitate such a medication. In the 4 months I've been doing my log, I haven't taken so much as a single pill, not even Aspirin, and I'll tell you, I've Never felt this good, since they started pumping my body with their pharmaceutical b.s. when i was 15. I'm 26 now, and Just feeling what it's like to Not have my liver feel like shit.
I'd like to live past my 40's, and I believe MMJ could be what helps me accomplish that. There's NO reason people like me should have to suffer PERMANENT physical damage for TEMPORARY psychological relief. We deserve better, and so do You.
Thank you for your time, and I now open the floor for discussion
This is something very important, I think, because it means there's something that Could react positivistly with my fellow crazies, and I Want that for them, I really do. Too much of a stigma has been places on schizophrenia, and the like, and I'd like that to stop. If their was a healthier medication to take that would somehow calm them, and make them sociable, people would see we have the potential to be just like them, it's just...we were born different. The way our brains process certain kinds of information could be slightly or vastly different as apposed to "normal people", and I believe my research will help facilitate such a medication. In the 4 months I've been doing my log, I haven't taken so much as a single pill, not even Aspirin, and I'll tell you, I've Never felt this good, since they started pumping my body with their pharmaceutical b.s. when i was 15. I'm 26 now, and Just feeling what it's like to Not have my liver feel like shit.
I'd like to live past my 40's, and I believe MMJ could be what helps me accomplish that. There's NO reason people like me should have to suffer PERMANENT physical damage for TEMPORARY psychological relief. We deserve better, and so do You.
Thank you for your time, and I now open the floor for discussion
