JazzCigarette
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Last night, I got my hands on two hits of some sort of "DOx" variant. I'm not sure whether it was DOM, DOC, or DOI. I had them dispensed on Sweet Tarts. The substance was liquid and required only a single drop per dose. I took them both at once (as you do lol). I dosed at midnight.
00:30 - I can feel it taking hold. There is no mental distortion at this point. It is mainly a creeping sensation in my spine, making me "dry shiver" (maybe somebody else out there can relate) as people tend to do when coming up.
01:15 - My thoughts become extremely chaotic and meaningless. They are literally out of my control. I can do nothing but listen to my brain chatter on. It felt as if the organizational structure of my brain had completely collapsed. I would think random words, imagine sounds, think of color, think in jibberish, etc. Very hard to describe in English words. Very frustrating. I feel like whatever substance this is, it is true to both its stimulant and phenethylamine roots. My thought patterns have the randomness of a psychedelic, but remain "aggressive" and "proactive". This leaves me with a very intense sense of racing, uncontrollable, random thoughts.
Also during this period, I experience my very first auditory hallucination. Try to imagine if you can the sound of a spinning top. Imagine you're an ant or a germ, listening to a spinning top or gyroscope go by. An EXTREMELY rapid paced spinning or whirring sound can definitely be heard by my brain, but not my ears. Again, very hard to explain in English words. This lasts about 45 minutes
02:00 - The visuals are strong. Every surface has a semi-existant neon mesh. It was as if the bacteria on the surface had become bio-luminescent. The colors crawled and shifted on the surface. They were mainly greens, yellows, whites, and blacks. My thoughts are still EXTREMELY disorganized. The only thing I can keep thinking is that I do not find this experience constructive due to the fact that it is so hard to think clearly. I also feel very very light and floaty. So much so that there is a sense that I am not breathing in air. Rather, it is being "pushed" into my lungs. I no longer feel tightness in my chest, I feel almost as if it is too easy to move my body parts. There seems to be no physical resistance to any movement I make. Like being drawn by puppet strings or something. Very strange.
03:00 - The amphetamine base becomes much more pronounced. I feel very wired and restless, while still being profoundly shifted mentally. The visuals linger still and consist of nothing more than detailed 2-dimensional CEV's. My mind is still just racing at a million miles per minute. My thought lacks direction and frankly - meaning. I feel as though I have already felt peak effects.
03:40 - I can no longer handle the jittery, restless, wired feeling. The trip was no longer constructive and overall I didn't like how unnatural the feeling of this analog is. Somehow less "organic" and "lucid" feeling than LSD. I always have a bottle of Trazodone HCL handy, just in case. I take 150mgs at around 4:00AM and wait...and wait...and wait..........
05:00 - A dose of Trazodone that would have normally zonked me out has literally no effect. I remain awake and wired. During this period I spent HOURS tossing and turning in my bed, hoping for sleep.
Fast forward to the present - 10:00 AM - After a very restless night, and honestly not knowing if I had slept or just laid there all night, I roll out of bed. No more jitters, but I'm definitely still altered. Kind of like coming down on mushrooms when you feel very loose and goofy. I'm still sort of "starry eyed".
In retrospect, I don't know how constructive an experience this was. I'm not prone to "bad trips", but this was just too dirty a high. The amphetamine property is MUCH too pronounced, leaving you unable to THINK, much less sleep afterwords. I think it's best to leave the DOx's with the people at the raves. Still prefer mushrooms. I guess all there is to do now is spark some droskies, sip my coffee and try to integrate what I felt last night. I probably won't do any of these analogs again. It wasn't a bad trip, just very nonconstructive. Much too random. And the fact that it keeps me awake through such a high dose of sleep aid makes me nervous.
00:30 - I can feel it taking hold. There is no mental distortion at this point. It is mainly a creeping sensation in my spine, making me "dry shiver" (maybe somebody else out there can relate) as people tend to do when coming up.
01:15 - My thoughts become extremely chaotic and meaningless. They are literally out of my control. I can do nothing but listen to my brain chatter on. It felt as if the organizational structure of my brain had completely collapsed. I would think random words, imagine sounds, think of color, think in jibberish, etc. Very hard to describe in English words. Very frustrating. I feel like whatever substance this is, it is true to both its stimulant and phenethylamine roots. My thought patterns have the randomness of a psychedelic, but remain "aggressive" and "proactive". This leaves me with a very intense sense of racing, uncontrollable, random thoughts.
Also during this period, I experience my very first auditory hallucination. Try to imagine if you can the sound of a spinning top. Imagine you're an ant or a germ, listening to a spinning top or gyroscope go by. An EXTREMELY rapid paced spinning or whirring sound can definitely be heard by my brain, but not my ears. Again, very hard to explain in English words. This lasts about 45 minutes
02:00 - The visuals are strong. Every surface has a semi-existant neon mesh. It was as if the bacteria on the surface had become bio-luminescent. The colors crawled and shifted on the surface. They were mainly greens, yellows, whites, and blacks. My thoughts are still EXTREMELY disorganized. The only thing I can keep thinking is that I do not find this experience constructive due to the fact that it is so hard to think clearly. I also feel very very light and floaty. So much so that there is a sense that I am not breathing in air. Rather, it is being "pushed" into my lungs. I no longer feel tightness in my chest, I feel almost as if it is too easy to move my body parts. There seems to be no physical resistance to any movement I make. Like being drawn by puppet strings or something. Very strange.
03:00 - The amphetamine base becomes much more pronounced. I feel very wired and restless, while still being profoundly shifted mentally. The visuals linger still and consist of nothing more than detailed 2-dimensional CEV's. My mind is still just racing at a million miles per minute. My thought lacks direction and frankly - meaning. I feel as though I have already felt peak effects.
03:40 - I can no longer handle the jittery, restless, wired feeling. The trip was no longer constructive and overall I didn't like how unnatural the feeling of this analog is. Somehow less "organic" and "lucid" feeling than LSD. I always have a bottle of Trazodone HCL handy, just in case. I take 150mgs at around 4:00AM and wait...and wait...and wait..........
05:00 - A dose of Trazodone that would have normally zonked me out has literally no effect. I remain awake and wired. During this period I spent HOURS tossing and turning in my bed, hoping for sleep.
Fast forward to the present - 10:00 AM - After a very restless night, and honestly not knowing if I had slept or just laid there all night, I roll out of bed. No more jitters, but I'm definitely still altered. Kind of like coming down on mushrooms when you feel very loose and goofy. I'm still sort of "starry eyed".
In retrospect, I don't know how constructive an experience this was. I'm not prone to "bad trips", but this was just too dirty a high. The amphetamine property is MUCH too pronounced, leaving you unable to THINK, much less sleep afterwords. I think it's best to leave the DOx's with the people at the raves. Still prefer mushrooms. I guess all there is to do now is spark some droskies, sip my coffee and try to integrate what I felt last night. I probably won't do any of these analogs again. It wasn't a bad trip, just very nonconstructive. Much too random. And the fact that it keeps me awake through such a high dose of sleep aid makes me nervous.
