:( just cant see that light at the end..

everything is so fucked up with life, how you are born into dept, how you pretty much have to struggle before you can make it, i try to do the right things, and laws keep me from doing them, the constitution speaks of freedoms, privacy, where the fuck is this at when ever you are in the real world. why the fuck do we have to be a society of laws that restrict us from doing what we know what is good in our hearts, to succeed, to accomplish the things that we try to set as goals in our lives. I am sick of restrictions, i am sick of struggling, i am sick of bullshit that people say is the right thing to do. i just wanna be in a world thats free to do what we feel to do. live how we want to live, like the settlers before our time, they did their own thing and everyone just got along nice and fine that way. i cant see any light at the end of my tunnel, and it seems to get darker and darker as soon as i start to crawl out of it. Fuck Restrictions!

(ps, this was all brought apon by my car getting towed and me getting a ticket for suspended license, all while going to pick up the gf from work and going to work myself, so i could pay for bills, also had two pipes on me, cops didnt even smell pot, and when they frisked me, he didnt feel either of em. it was cool, i even had the cop give me a ride home, idk if it was a great thing to do, but hell i am pretty fucked anyways, and he had no reason to suspect anything. so why not?)

damn bro that sucks..at lest he didnt take u in for dwlr...i got pulled for that and i got hulled of to jail and put on intesive probation when i went to court for it..

ya, im glad that cop didnt find the pipes when he frisked me, i was all nervous and flippin out, heart beat races when something like that happens, i always get nervous when cops are around.