At a point during my trip I felt like I was ascending to the light or divine. But suddenly I felt myself "slip down" and saw a vision of 3-4 demons (whose eyes and smiles looked like those of the cat from Alice in wonderland). They seemed to be happy about this, with the background of a devilish circle and star in it. I felt a sense of doom and my heart rate went up and my body was hurting too. The rest of my trip was ups and downs trying to get back to feeling safe.
I still want to use psychedelics, because I feel like there could be more to explore and understand, but I'm also starting to feel like the more I do it, the more intense these trips get. I was think of just using mushrooms from now on..
I'm just afraid that if I trip again I might see demons again. But I'm trying to live more virtuous and pure now, so if these worlds are real I stay righteous..
Has anyone had experiences like this and then tripped again? Are my trips getting more and more intense? Or is this real? What is it?
I still want to use psychedelics, because I feel like there could be more to explore and understand, but I'm also starting to feel like the more I do it, the more intense these trips get. I was think of just using mushrooms from now on..
I'm just afraid that if I trip again I might see demons again. But I'm trying to live more virtuous and pure now, so if these worlds are real I stay righteous..
Has anyone had experiences like this and then tripped again? Are my trips getting more and more intense? Or is this real? What is it?
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