If you could design your own drug

canndo

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What qualities would it have in it?


For my psychadelic, I would have it afford me perfect hallucenatory recall. I could select a memory and relive it in all detail. That reliving would be slightly brighter, appear hyper real but still would not trick the user into thinking it WAS real. The Drug should last 4 to 6 hours but limit each visit to one's recollections to 3 or 4 minutes, each one fading into the next. the drug would amplify the emotions one might feel through the memory, if you remember your dog dying you would be placed into that frame of emotion as well though not stuck in it, not fully imersed in it.

In "the Three Stigmata of Palmer Eldridge", Philip K. Dick imagines two drugs, one that allowed people to inhabit inatimate dolls - a perfect money making situation where you could buy "perky Pat"'s wardrobe and a tiny car or house or boat and once you consume the drug you inhabit the perspective of the doll, now with all of the additions and furniture and such. Of course all the women inhabited the same doll and all the men inhabited THEIR doll so there were both problems and interesting sexual entanglements. The other drug would allow you to construct an entire universe all your own where you could do, or be or include anyone else in your construct. You could be in this place as long as you wished, it being almost total in it's immersion and then, in a subjective day or month or year or one hundred years, you could come back to ordinary reality and only a few seconds of actual time will have passed. You could have a wild 5 day party while waiting for the stop light to change on your way to work.


I want a house that is painted with special micro encapsulated paint that releases drugs into the room, the living room would release socialy interactive drugs, the study, intellectualy stimulating gas, the bedroom, mild aprodesiac, the entryway an mdma like "love everyone" substance.

And the entertainment room?
 
I don't have a fantasy drug because I don't like drugs................that's one reason I smoke pot.
 
I would love a psychedelic that doesn't impair clarity and doesn't have the liability of the sort of primal fear a bad trip can bring. The closest for me to that ideal is ketamine ... I admit it's profoundly mind-bending, but the bad trip liability is capped, and I've had more profound experiences on it than on a snootful of DMT.

The other thing I would really really like is a painkiller that is not an opioid and yet can stop a cluster headache in its tracks. For that I would pay money. cn
 
Id take a drug that made me feel like I was at a grateful dead show for about the rest of my life (I wouldn't pawn much of my property,and keep pan handleing to a minimum to keep up my habit)...
 
Canna..I'm sure you've heard of mushroom therapy for cluster headaches right? I seen a documentary on lsd there they were giving patients a non psychoactive analog,bromo(not bromo dragonfly)..it locks into the same receptors as lsd and psilocin but with no trip(bummer)but it for whatever reason,stops the attack in 95percent of victims..just droppin some info in case u didn't kno :-)
 
a pill that would give the rush of my first shot of dope, but would last forever, with no side effects, of course.
 
Many of us take drugs in order to combat existential ennui - the painful board-om of existence itself. It isn't that we don't lead full lives, many of us do. It isn't that we don't have women (or men) who love us, we do, it isn't that we are simply bored, with the day to day, we aren't, there is something going on, we are taking part in something all the time but we are aware that there is something more - it may be spiritual and we have not found spiritual answers in religion, it may be biological where we feel trapped in this one, slightly limited method of experiencing things, be they the things outside of ourselves or those within. I am one who insists upon tampering with that fine, gossamer membrane that is the division between two infinite universes. That membrane is the mind and it divides the inner universe from the outer universe. This is not just the sensual or the spiritual or the intellectual but it is also something more profound, it is an exploration of elements of pleasure and elements of pain. My favorite drugs are those that are capable of placing those related feelings in bold perspective.

I once made my first batch of LSA and thought I had inadvertantly burned it. I stuffed that goo into more capsules than I would have thought prudent because I thought I wouldl compensate for the fact that I had burned the goo, and gave them to a few friends. I swallowed a few myself and, when in half an hour or so I felt nothing, so as not to spoil the occasion I had set up, I swallowed a rather average dose of LSD, in the 250 mic range and arranged for my friends to do the same.


We separated for a bit in order to get our affairs in order for a night of some normal LSD shenanigans. On my way back to our meeting place I was struck all at once with an exuberance, a celular joy I had never even touched upon before. I was radient with microscopic explosions of rapture in every neuron. It was all I could do to not simply lay down in the snow and feel that nuclear efervescent joyful energy forsaking everything else, forsaking breathing if that is what it took, being present only to that expanding, power of energetic bliss. I was certain that something I had done to the LSA or something I had done in conjunction with that ordinary tab of acid had created a new and marvelous drug that (in hindsight) dwarfed anything that anyone has ever felt taking MDMA. It dwarfed the liquid orgasmic sensations bubbling through your body as a result of the perfect injection of well made heroin - there was nothing, ever, in the world at that moment that could compare with the dynamic swirling body/soul/conglomeration of the conquering of all grief, all saddness, all meloncholy. It was absolute heaven. I later found that my friends went through the exact same experience and one or two of them actually did simply fall to their knees and let themselves be overcome with rapture.


And then the actual acid trip took hold. That three quarter of an hour of the most lucious, full, burstingly electric joy, that drug I thought I had stumbled upon was simply a massive dose of LSD and those feelings were simply the prelude to the experience of total ego destruction, total whiteout, acompanied by fear, anxiety, confusion, clarity and everything else that comes with an absolutely heroic dose of LSA + LSD. The drug I want more than any other is one that made me feel that way, lasting 3 hours (more might have killed me if just from the moaning alone) - without the lsd, lights, clammy skin, visions, trails, and all the rest. I want a drug that is JUST the come on of 1200 mics of pure LSD without every actually coming on. (I have no idea of the total dose, it could have been far less, it could and might have been even more).
 
I want a new drug
One that won't make me sick
One that won't make me crash my car
Or make me feel three feet thick


I want a new drug
One that won't hurt my head
One that won't make my mouth too dry
Or make my eyes too red


One that won't make me nervous
Wonderin' what to do
One that makes me feel like I feel when I'm with you
When I'm alone with you


I want a new drug
One that won't spill
One that don't cost too much
Or come in a pill


I want a new drug
One that won't go away
One that won't keep me up all night
One that won't make me sleep all day


One that won't make me nervous
Wonderin' what to do
One that makes me feel like I feel when I'm with you
When I'm alone with you
I'm alone with you baby


I want a new drug
One that does what it should
One that won't make me feel too bad
One that won't make me feel too good


I want a new drug
One with no doubt
One that won't make me talk too much
Or make my face break out


One that won't make me nervous
Wonderin' what to do
One that makes me feel like I feel when I'm with you
When I'm alone with you
All alone with you
All alone with you, yea, yea
 
fantasy drug would be a psychedelic that is extremely clear headed with crazy ass OEV and CEV that gives you a severe body high and causes EXTREME EUPHORIA, and takes away all anxiety. Therefor eliminates the bad trip and gives you the ideal trip. That would be my fantasy drug. It would consist of acid hallucinations meanwhile your able to talk in front of people without seeming crazily fucked up.
 
Canna..I'm sure you've heard of mushroom therapy for cluster headaches right? I seen a documentary on lsd there they were giving patients a non psychoactive analog,bromo(not bromo dragonfly)..it locks into the same receptors as lsd and psilocin but with no trip(bummer)but it for whatever reason,stops the attack in 95percent of victims..just droppin some info in case u didn't kno :-)
I haven't actually. I did try DMT once but it didn't work. i was tripping and in pain ... very bad combo. cn
 
I don't have a fantasy drug because I don't like drugs................that's one reason I smoke pot.
Why the fuck are you in the hallucinatory forum then you twat.
Anyways I would choose something that gives you an MXE body high one that numbs the shit out of you, along with a crazy ass marijuana head high that makes you laugh your ass off for days followed by a high dose of acid/25i so you'll be tripping/rolling/high as fuck all at the same time, and it would last for 10 hours max. I don't like crazy ass long ridiculous trips.
 
k is your ideal? Everytime I do that sheet I end up high-stepping around until I lay on the floor and drool on myself lol
 
I haven't actually. I did try DMT once but it didn't work. i was tripping and in pain ... very bad combo. cn


I was unaware that you suffer from cluster headaches my friend. Be assured that small doses of mushrooms, though anecdotal have made themselves evident to me for many years. A single dose of half a gram taken weeks apart can make a true difference in the quality of the life of a cluster headache sufferer - it also can make a clear difference in the lives of chronic migrane headache sufferers.

In some cases a single treatment can last many months. My now wife suffered from debilitating migraines. I did not intend to treat them as I did not know how severe they were and I wasn't sure if it would actually work. At any rate, I convinced her that if she wanted to be with me she should consider taking mushrooms with me as that was a part of who I was/am. She took three grams with me and we headed off to the mountains where she got several revelations about her intent to leave her husband of 20 some odd years and come live with me. Now we had been together for some months and she had had at least three of those headaches. After we took that dose in the mountains we thought nothing furhter about it, we took another dose 6 months later in order to cement our relationship and examine what we were to do with our spouses (Mine left me, she determined that hers was verbaly abusive and opted to come live with me - platonicly until we came to come conclusions about where we were headed). One day perhaps a year later, after we had taken mushrooms a total of 4 times in varying doses ranging from a half a gram to four grams she commented that she had NEVER had a single migraine, not one. I figured it was either the fact that she was no longer under the thumb of this opressive man or, perhaps, it was the mushrooms.

We now take tiny doses about 4 times a year - half to three quarters of a gram, and perhaps one 3 or 4 gram dose once a year depending upon what we seek or what diversion we are looking for.


she has never had another headache.

After that I sought out some other friends who suffered from migraines and got them to take a gram. One went an entire year and after she had her first on that year, she asked for another dose, I gave it to her, that was three years ago - not a single headache. I had two more friends who, after one or two doses have not had cluster headaches ever again.


Definitely look into this.
 
I don't have a fantasy drug because I don't like drugs................that's one reason I smoke pot.

You ARE aware are you not that.... pot is a drug? actually it is a combination of a dozen different drugs. If you like pot, you like drugs. If you like coffee, you like drugs, if you like alcohol, you like drugs. There is NO distinction between the drug pot and the drug... pick your poison.
 
I was unaware that you suffer from cluster headaches my friend. Be assured that small doses of mushrooms, though anecdotal have made themselves evident to me for many years. A single dose of half a gram taken weeks apart can make a true difference in the quality of the life of a cluster headache sufferer - it also can make a clear difference in the lives of chronic migrane headache sufferers.

In some cases a single treatment can last many months. My now wife suffered from debilitating migraines. I did not intend to treat them as I did not know how severe they were and I wasn't sure if it would actually work. At any rate, I convinced her that if she wanted to be with me she should consider taking mushrooms with me as that was a part of who I was/am. She took three grams with me and we headed off to the mountains where she got several revelations about her intent to leave her husband of 20 some odd years and come live with me. Now we had been together for some months and she had had at least three of those headaches. After we took that dose in the mountains we thought nothing furhter about it, we took another dose 6 months later in order to cement our relationship and examine what we were to do with our spouses (Mine left me, she determined that hers was verbaly abusive and opted to come live with me - platonicly until we came to come conclusions about where we were headed). One day perhaps a year later, after we had taken mushrooms a total of 4 times in varying doses ranging from a half a gram to four grams she commented that she had NEVER had a single migraine, not one. I figured it was either the fact that she was no longer under the thumb of this opressive man or, perhaps, it was the mushrooms.

We now take tiny doses about 4 times a year - half to three quarters of a gram, and perhaps one 3 or 4 gram dose once a year depending upon what we seek or what diversion we are looking for.


she has never had another headache.

After that I sought out some other friends who suffered from migraines and got them to take a gram. One went an entire year and after she had her first on that year, she asked for another dose, I gave it to her, that was three years ago - not a single headache. I had two more friends who, after one or two doses have not had cluster headaches ever again.


Definitely look into this.
I have no source for them. I have a dwindling supply of triptans. I'm wondering how to replenish that. cn
 
I would also like to see a "virginal" drug. a drug that selectively wipes out memory and feelings about a particular event. Think of it as a morning after pill where whatever you did the previous evening is selectively wiped from your conciousness. This of course is a two pronged item. On the one hand you are deprived of your memories - but I believe that in certain instances memories are bad things. Rather than go out and create MORE memories through experience we tend simply to rely on our memories of things past. Doing that is sort of like driving using your rear view mirror rather than your front windshield. There are many people who will not experience a thing, say a vacation, until they arrive safely back home where they can now "remember" what they did rather than ever actually be present for the event in the first place. In my travels I often encountered such a thing - the symptoms are people placing themselves in front of landmarks and having someone else take a picture of them in front of that landmark with their loaned camera.

Now, the travelers will not actually experience the event until it is composed with all the other pictures that have been relegated to mere "proof" that they were there. The memories are primary, the experience only secondary. If your last night of virginity went poorly (as so often they do) then you keep that memory and you are now officialy not a virgin but if it was a marvelous, soft, heart warming and exciting adventure then the morning after, arrange to repeat the experience with the same person, or perhaps another and then take the pill. Now you are again a virgin and completely open to that wonderful life changing ocurance yet again. You would wipe out your first good experience with fine cocaine and have it again, never worrying about chasing that first high because for you - you havn't had it yet.

Now I am not so sure that you would want to erase bad memories as they may direct you to correct your future actions but a forget how wonderful things were mght have you place more emphasis upon living in the moment, upong BEING rather than remembering.
 
1. a short lasting LSD type substance. Like LSD that last as long as mushrooms
2. a LSD type substance (like cannabineer) that couldn't let you have a bad trip. The anxiety part of tripping is so bad for me
 
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