ClosetKing
Well-Known Member
ive smoked for years. i started when i was 14 and now, 2 weeks from my 18th birthday weed is all different
it happened a few days ago when i had a wake n bake with a bunch of kief in a joint and got high out of my mind, like my hands were shaking and i felt really nervous. i was in my house, comfortable & safe, but it seemed like weed hit me more like shrooms than thc. like, my stomach was unsettled, things looked really clear and different, whereas normally when i smoked i just get comfortable n relaxed. like, i really had a tolerance to weed so i dont know why it was so strong all of a sudden.
anyways, since then, whenever i smoke i feel my heart beating uncomfortably, my hands get all clammy and i get hot flashes.
and now, this happens to me sometimes even when im not high. the worst scenario was two nights ago i was trying to sleep, and normally im an insomniac, but it hadnt been affecting me lately. anyways, i was in my bed, thinkin about shit (life and death, somewhat depressing thoughts) and all of a sudden my heart is just racing, im sweating all over and it had been over 2 hours since id smoked a joint. i must have been havin the first panic attack of my life, cause my thoughts were sporadic and i thought i was losing my marbles, my heart was beating like a drum at 200bmp, and normally im pretty zen. like, i can just concentrate and slow my breathing, heart rate etc in a somewhat meditative state, but i had completely no control of my body. it had me thinkin i was schizo or some shit.
anyways, since that night i quit smoking. so, that means, i havent smoked all yesterday nor today. today im feeling pretty normal, but i still feel anxiety sometimes, loss of appetite. but yesterday, i was just sitting watching tv and it feels like im shrooming(or coming up on something) again. like, nervous, fidgety, and i dont know what to do with myself. i had trouble sleeping last night, not panic but more insomnia, just not tired, which eventually had me feel anxious because i was getting impatient.
anyways i want to know. will i go back to normal? should i get some help?
i want to be able to just smoke and get high, not be high and trippin while im sober. i wanna be able to toke and feel that good ole feelin, but now even if i go back to weed im gonna get wrecked because my tolerance is down
also: should i stop completely or slow down to say once a day/once a week, whereas normally i used to smoke 4-5 times a day, everyday.
and i mean everyday i smoked for over 3 years, not a day went by without me high. could this be why im feelin all crazy all of a sudden? like a thc toxicity in my body?
anyways if ya guys got any answers it is much appreciated. im lookin for help from other stoners, ive looked on the web and a lot of people get nervous when theyre high for the first few times they smoke. that isnt the case with me, i was no lightweight when this occured. also, has anyone had their weed buzz change from social & comfortable to scary like that? its not just a change of strain either. this was some relaxin indica shit n i was still tripping out.
sorry if im ranting, just trying to explain everything in detail so as to avoid confusion.
it happened a few days ago when i had a wake n bake with a bunch of kief in a joint and got high out of my mind, like my hands were shaking and i felt really nervous. i was in my house, comfortable & safe, but it seemed like weed hit me more like shrooms than thc. like, my stomach was unsettled, things looked really clear and different, whereas normally when i smoked i just get comfortable n relaxed. like, i really had a tolerance to weed so i dont know why it was so strong all of a sudden.
anyways, since then, whenever i smoke i feel my heart beating uncomfortably, my hands get all clammy and i get hot flashes.
and now, this happens to me sometimes even when im not high. the worst scenario was two nights ago i was trying to sleep, and normally im an insomniac, but it hadnt been affecting me lately. anyways, i was in my bed, thinkin about shit (life and death, somewhat depressing thoughts) and all of a sudden my heart is just racing, im sweating all over and it had been over 2 hours since id smoked a joint. i must have been havin the first panic attack of my life, cause my thoughts were sporadic and i thought i was losing my marbles, my heart was beating like a drum at 200bmp, and normally im pretty zen. like, i can just concentrate and slow my breathing, heart rate etc in a somewhat meditative state, but i had completely no control of my body. it had me thinkin i was schizo or some shit.
anyways, since that night i quit smoking. so, that means, i havent smoked all yesterday nor today. today im feeling pretty normal, but i still feel anxiety sometimes, loss of appetite. but yesterday, i was just sitting watching tv and it feels like im shrooming(or coming up on something) again. like, nervous, fidgety, and i dont know what to do with myself. i had trouble sleeping last night, not panic but more insomnia, just not tired, which eventually had me feel anxious because i was getting impatient.
anyways i want to know. will i go back to normal? should i get some help?
i want to be able to just smoke and get high, not be high and trippin while im sober. i wanna be able to toke and feel that good ole feelin, but now even if i go back to weed im gonna get wrecked because my tolerance is down
also: should i stop completely or slow down to say once a day/once a week, whereas normally i used to smoke 4-5 times a day, everyday.
and i mean everyday i smoked for over 3 years, not a day went by without me high. could this be why im feelin all crazy all of a sudden? like a thc toxicity in my body?
anyways if ya guys got any answers it is much appreciated. im lookin for help from other stoners, ive looked on the web and a lot of people get nervous when theyre high for the first few times they smoke. that isnt the case with me, i was no lightweight when this occured. also, has anyone had their weed buzz change from social & comfortable to scary like that? its not just a change of strain either. this was some relaxin indica shit n i was still tripping out.
sorry if im ranting, just trying to explain everything in detail so as to avoid confusion.