i feel you though. im the type of person who likes begin alone aside from a significant other, so id chill in my room and watch tv all day. id want some bud and for a person who doesnt know anyone its hard to get weed. now where i live same thing. my brother is my only connection and he's a dick when he's high. start saving stems they still have tricomes on them, get a mason jar and put enough water to cover them and put it in a cool place. better in masses. make tea never boil longer than an hour. flavor as you like. when you get weed roll a joint. and put it in a jar in the freezer. anything you can think of. boil your pipe and put allot of lemon tea in it. keep 7 different pipes. try to forget where you stashed a good sized bowl, your body has a way of letting you know you know. hope something of that made sense