OldMedUser
Well-Known Member
Somehow I just didn't grok this thread going gay but but wave your freak flags high my rainbow leaning friends!
I just want equal time so where's my hetro-pride parade? I was on both teams from my teens until my mid 20s but finally decided that I loved pussy too much to bother with the other. I just get along a lot better with females than males. I grew up with 2 younger sisters who I have a great relationship with and we all just got together again with my 92 yo mother and it was great! Mom is like my best friend too and Mother Teresa to everyone that knows her whether family or just friend.
No sports on TV for me so macho a-holes think that's gay. Hair half way to my ass with no bald spot at 65 yo so I seem gay to my peers. Every gf I've had since a teen is still a friend and my 20 year c/l wife is FB friends with 4 of them.
The wife went off sex 6 years ago thanks to menopause but all I have to do is ask and she pops her teeth out and gives me a pretty decent bj while I watch porn on the PC. That's love, pure and simple. A man needs 15 - 21 ejaculations/mth to keep his prostate healthy and she wants me to stay healthy.
I don't go to the anger places because I don't like to be unleashed. I used to love beating on the Trolls in USENET forums. It was no-holds-barred there and I rarely found an intellectual equal. When I did almost no one else ever dared to comment while the flame war went on.
When I first got into cannabis forums 12 years ago I was packing that attitude. Conflicted hard with a prick of a moderator at the Cannabis Culture forums in '09 known as Mikey, Spent more time at 420Mag for a bit then got back into kicking Mikey's ass in the ShoutBox, aka ShortBus. He lost every time and resorted to name calling to the point of calling me a rat who was ratting out to 5-0. I was known there as LabRat like I am elsewhere. I took that moniker on back in '87 when I was a student at B.C.I.T. in Burnaby, BC getting my diploma in Environmental Chemistry starting at age 33. Graduated in '90 and ended up driving truck in the oil patch in Alberta. Running Super-Bs in the bush on ice roads and water trucks all over. Still don't have my grade 12.
When the Cannabis Culture forums abruptly shut down last January I was the head Admin. Legal shit beyond my influence.
It gets a lot harder to vent when you finally realize that you've run out of internal anger. Forgiving is so easy unless you've been seriously damaged along the path. If you just can't seem to let go of past sufferings then I really recommend seeking professional help. I waited until my late 50's and wish I'd done the same 30 years back. Still suffer lots of depression but that's a PTSD thing that began over 40 years ago after a near fatal hammer attack in Calgary back in '77. Much self medication with alcohol, demerol, valium, cocaine etc led to near eating my .303 and decades of lost jobs, relationships, anger, frustration and a life unfulfilled. If you're headed that way, toss out an anchor and seek help.
I'm serious. I'm falling off the wagon tonight with just a mickey of vodka. Just buzzing but it's really dragging back the bad old days. Single dad for 10 years. Angry ex etc. An un-examined and unfulfilled life. An unplanned life too as I'm now dependent on my old age pension to pay the bills and other than my small acreage that might get me 100G if sold I have no other assets. To many that makes me a rich man but in today's financial reality it's a pauper's dream.
I didn't plan to fail. I failed to plan.
Better luck.
I just want equal time so where's my hetro-pride parade? I was on both teams from my teens until my mid 20s but finally decided that I loved pussy too much to bother with the other. I just get along a lot better with females than males. I grew up with 2 younger sisters who I have a great relationship with and we all just got together again with my 92 yo mother and it was great! Mom is like my best friend too and Mother Teresa to everyone that knows her whether family or just friend.
No sports on TV for me so macho a-holes think that's gay. Hair half way to my ass with no bald spot at 65 yo so I seem gay to my peers. Every gf I've had since a teen is still a friend and my 20 year c/l wife is FB friends with 4 of them.
The wife went off sex 6 years ago thanks to menopause but all I have to do is ask and she pops her teeth out and gives me a pretty decent bj while I watch porn on the PC. That's love, pure and simple. A man needs 15 - 21 ejaculations/mth to keep his prostate healthy and she wants me to stay healthy.
I don't go to the anger places because I don't like to be unleashed. I used to love beating on the Trolls in USENET forums. It was no-holds-barred there and I rarely found an intellectual equal. When I did almost no one else ever dared to comment while the flame war went on.
When I first got into cannabis forums 12 years ago I was packing that attitude. Conflicted hard with a prick of a moderator at the Cannabis Culture forums in '09 known as Mikey, Spent more time at 420Mag for a bit then got back into kicking Mikey's ass in the ShoutBox, aka ShortBus. He lost every time and resorted to name calling to the point of calling me a rat who was ratting out to 5-0. I was known there as LabRat like I am elsewhere. I took that moniker on back in '87 when I was a student at B.C.I.T. in Burnaby, BC getting my diploma in Environmental Chemistry starting at age 33. Graduated in '90 and ended up driving truck in the oil patch in Alberta. Running Super-Bs in the bush on ice roads and water trucks all over. Still don't have my grade 12.
When the Cannabis Culture forums abruptly shut down last January I was the head Admin. Legal shit beyond my influence.
It gets a lot harder to vent when you finally realize that you've run out of internal anger. Forgiving is so easy unless you've been seriously damaged along the path. If you just can't seem to let go of past sufferings then I really recommend seeking professional help. I waited until my late 50's and wish I'd done the same 30 years back. Still suffer lots of depression but that's a PTSD thing that began over 40 years ago after a near fatal hammer attack in Calgary back in '77. Much self medication with alcohol, demerol, valium, cocaine etc led to near eating my .303 and decades of lost jobs, relationships, anger, frustration and a life unfulfilled. If you're headed that way, toss out an anchor and seek help.
I'm serious. I'm falling off the wagon tonight with just a mickey of vodka. Just buzzing but it's really dragging back the bad old days. Single dad for 10 years. Angry ex etc. An un-examined and unfulfilled life. An unplanned life too as I'm now dependent on my old age pension to pay the bills and other than my small acreage that might get me 100G if sold I have no other assets. To many that makes me a rich man but in today's financial reality it's a pauper's dream.
I didn't plan to fail. I failed to plan.
Better luck.
