I was born with horrible anxiety and depression to the point that I used to stammer over every word and have anxiety attacks where I would pass out. Stammered from the first time I was able to speak as a child. I'm on some heavy dosage seretonin stabilizers now so it's not as bad. I rarely have anxiety attacks but I can contribute my loss of depression to hallucinogens. I would never truly know myself if I didn't jump into that world. Can't walk through life scared. Gotta act like you own the place.