I like my blue eyes, but when I can't see the blue I know I'm in a good place. What was the run like?
First time mdma (apart from threshold test a week ago), had 300mg of light brown big mdma crystals which I crushed up into a fine white powder. I took 120 ish with a rizla and kept the rest, started listening to music. I wanted it to be a lone roll and see how things go with this well reputed drug, all my friends are back for easter so I had nobody to hit the clubs with anyways.
50 mins after ingesting, I thought the dose was too low (no scales) and got my nose fired up with an X amount (less than 50, must be.). In about 20 minutes, I started feeling anxious and worrying about an overdose, at this point the mdma started climbing to a peak where my heart suddenly doubled its speed and I felt anxious as fuck. Once the peak was climbed, the anxiety went away and I wasa forced to get up and start dancing
What I would say is that 3 things really suprised me, 1)The rapid climb of the peak, 2)The empathogenic effects and freedom from bad thoughts 3)The visuals (wtf with mdma??)
After I felt the peak get a tiny knotch weaker, I lined up the rest of the 100mg and fired up! At this point I started seeing intense closed eye visuals, they were passing through me, very very vivid. I mean I have tried DMT and LSD before but the visuals from this stuff was very enjoyable, they didn`t have smudged colour borders and were quite sharp and clear. VERY interactive, just swim and look at them, feel them touch your body. I wasn`t expecting this from mdma, how is this possible?!
I spoke to my mom on instant messenger and convinced her to take some mdma, do you think its safe, shes 58 years old

? Used to do speed and crack like a badgirl in her day
But anyhow, I was resting my head on the table about 4am in the morning, I had lots of cannabis too. I just left my body like in an astral projection and sat on my bed. It was so weird, I could wonder off on a trail of thought and end up sitting on my bed, then wonder off again and I`m on a patch of grass with a joint, puffing smoke up. At that point, it was like the vision which I see the world raised from my body along with the cloud of smoke I blew. This was incredibly vivid and HD quality, literally

Then I would first wake up and realise im not on grass, then relise I`m not even on my bed
Can someone please explain, was it cut with something or is this how mdma is? But it gets an A++ from me, I`d put lsd as number one and mdma as number two
