I'm going to be buying Rift: Planes of Telera when it comes out, I played the beta and it was quite amazing.
It's an MMO, not sure if you're into that type lol.
That will end up being the case, but remember, you never know ;D.
You'd be better off getting a seed from a seedbank yo, just so many of the positives outweigh the negatives it'd just be better for you, and your life.
Man, it sucks that you have to go through shit like this in life, but I guess the good guy sometimes does finish last.
You did the right thing and I'm sure many of us in the same position would have reacted the same way.