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hey man thank you for taking the time to respond to this thread homie!!! all the support i can get helps dude!!! the weather has finally gotten good enough for walks and i enjoyed a walk earlier today!!!

yea dude it was a total trust issue man. lol im doin my best not to smother lol its really hard not to but i already kno if i were to smother her she would run for the hills lol so ive respected her space and we still talk quite a bit about random shit. i can tell she still has feelings for me...

lol yea dude i felt like callin her out on it and bein like "hey at least im no longer gunna be supportin gangs and shit by buyin it of the street dealer and no bitch im not gunna start sellin wat i grow either. i use it for recreation and medical use only." but figured it wasnt worth it so i...

yea man i totally get why they get nervous and in a lot of cases they should be but like you said not every addict is a thief. and im glad you were able to work things out with the misses man. sadly i lost the love of my life to my addiction but even tho we arent together shes been a huge...

barnes and noble if ya are in the US man. otherwise you can get it online from www.quicktrading.com hes got a couple other books that look pretty sweet too dude. lol it was funny as fuck when i went to get it at B&N tho dude cuz i wasnt sure where it was at so i went to the customer service desk...

thanks man!!! its a never endin story but for now its a success and thats all that matters to me!!! yea man i can already notice a difference in my energy levels dude! oh and im so happy the urges started to subside when they did because i got my federal tax return yesterday, it wasnt a...

yea i actually went out last night and bought this pretty sick book called Buds for less Grow 8oz. of bud for less than $100 so im def goin cheap for now. the book was actually writen by a fellow RIUer and its more of a grow journal but its really insightful glad i dropped the 20 bucks for it.

goin to go pick this book up later tonight homie!!! cant wait man!!! :edit: dude!!! awesome book i love it!!!

hey i figured i would throw an update on here for you guys that gave me some support!! well the urges have been gettin more and more mild and farther apart!!! ive been doin some exercisin and borrowed some weights from a homie and been hittin the everyday and that seems to helpin a lot!!! im...

yea man im thinkin a 150w should be perfect for me right now till i have more space anyways lol its crazy man my plans for growin keep changin every f'in week do to some sort of complication lol but im not gunna give up hope I WILL GROW DAMNIT!!!! lol like today i got my fuckin federal cashed...

scribed man cant wait to see how it turns out for ya dude:bigjoint:

hahaha not yet damnit!!! there was a lil hicup wit my plan so im gunna get my shit this weekend. hell yea man loved the pic of ya harvest man!!! cant wait to post some pics like that!!!

yea man its still up in the air for me seein as im still waitin on my funds lol. i found this dude on ebay that sells complete hydro setups for $140 which includes a 150w hps, up to 8 plant res 10gal rubbermaid wit either a drip system, bubble system or ebb and flow setup wit nuts. 150hps is a...

hey dude its been awhile!!! good to see how shit is going man love the lil dry box thats legit as fuck.

hhhmmmm..........well ill look into it if its somethin i can use sweet if not oh well lol

hey man im still tryin to find more of an actual hobby i do like to kill time by reading but that doesnt cut it for me all of the time. im lookin forward for spring because i can go on walks whenever im feeling down winter is just to cold to be doin that to much i still do sometimes just not as...

wow man thank you so much for your reply spleefed it was a great read and i really took it to heart my friend ill will most def keep the 30 sec trick in mind for cravings man. much love

thats wats up man! ill have to check that shit out! lol bio-tone huh? where did ya get it?

nice nice!!! im pissed as fuck dude! i been waitin on my tax returns for fuckin ever and my federal should have come last week right. well i got a call the other day and its my tax guy askin wat my actual birth year was because he fuckin put 2010 instead of the right year...

for sure dude! im takin it one day at a time man. im shocked that ive made it this far. this has been the longest ive ever been off of hard drugs since i started usein 4 years ago.