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    Marijuana, and Schizophrenia

    Oh.. much insight.... I'm not in that one now I'm sorry... I cannot tell you... but... insight into.. well... uhh.. understanding yourself and through that understanding others so like uhh it gives you complete control over yourself and makes you into a woman in terms of of sensitivity! but...
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    Marijuana, and Schizophrenia

    The thing is, I don't want attention, but I do want to be able to understand what's going on. You're a silly man... The goal of this information exchange is not friendship, or attention, but insight... Insight into why people do the things they do, if even they are unaware of it?
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    Marijuana, and Schizophrenia

    It describes aspects of awareness, imagination, sensations, and emotions.
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    Marijuana, and Schizophrenia

    I've made a huge diagram on the wall that breaks down the universe and everybody in it and how they relate to it It describes and connects everybody at once
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    Marijuana, and Schizophrenia

    This is something I texted to somebody as I was the highly suggestible alter for the first time: "Just speaking is feeling like an inhibition like something I can overcome but can't find the words to as if they are restrained from rolling down my spinals" "I've been without marijuana for a week...
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    Marijuana, and Schizophrenia

    I think the schizophrenia is personified in the way Tim presents and relates to this world. I was always on the autistic spectrum and had the worst trouble socializing with people, or overcoming my anxiety ..... I can't control it... but sometimes when I get into the highly suggestible alter...
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    Yogi's 2012, new found interest

    I've been picking up strange times on the clock. Here are a few I noticed this week: Day 1 1:11 4:44 4:55 Day 3 3:33 10:10 Day 5 7:11 11:22 11:33 11:44 1:23 5:55 Day 6 When I was moving a cardboard box, I noticed a clock underneath it and it read 11:11 I took a huge break from recording because...
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    Marijuana, and Schizophrenia

    I have savantism, schizophrenia, and I'm dissociated I have a high degree of empathy, this mixed with schizophrenia causes some pretty interesting delusions; mixed with dissociation, these interesting circumstances aren't delusional but linked together in a way that otherwise wouldn't of made...
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    30 Plant Grow Box Help

    Why don't you just construct an idea with the specifications to where you want it placed and what size of plants you're going to grow.
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    I've lost my mind...

    I'm really scared of what I will become in 10 years. I don't think of the future in terms of months away. If I act and think this way now and everyday feels as if I get further and further away from what I was, I'm very worried about the way I will act in a year from now let alone a month. I...
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    I've lost my mind...

    When I sit down to meditate and visualize the world for how it came to be and how it continues to be. I don't need to close my eyes, the knowledge just flows in like a river flows with a sea of fish. Each fish representing a truth in the world.
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    I've lost my mind...

    I believe I am Paccekabuddha, an awakened one that doesn't have the skill to teach others.
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    I've lost my mind...

    It's so strange.. By legend it says that another Buddha will come again when the world no longer holds buddhism. The Dali Lama has told that he believes there won't be another Dali Lama. By legend it says that there are three buddhas, the one that brought Buddhism to the world was the original...
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    I've lost my mind...

    I believe I am a buddha. Not a buddhist, not somebody who studies how Buddha lives.. but as a Buddha who teaches by the way he lives.
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    I've lost my mind...

    I don't know why it is happening and I don't like how it is happening. I wish it wouldn't happen. However I can understand beyond anything I could even grasp before.
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    I've lost my mind...

    It is so strange...
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    I've lost my mind...

    then I came to realize that was my jobs: To laugh, and to process information.
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    I've lost my mind...

    then I came to realize I couldn't initiate anything or begin any conversation unless there was already information to process.
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    I've lost my mind...

    There's another one I came to know recently. It is me. At first I thought I was jobless, but I did laugh alot.
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    I've lost my mind...

    Theres a very young one who doesn't speak much at all, neither when he takes control and neither when he talks to me. He controls physical touch, and speaks to me through bodily sensations, and has the job of memory.
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