This must be the same for everyone. Do you feel you have a say in the outcome of these coincidences, i mean you have tested these right to a point that it has convinced you of this. Does it feel like everything is in your head, if it does george then you are the messiah, for you to turn back...
Pointless as he meant for 24/24 and if that was ever to work then why does a plant start to flower at 12/12 but will not at say 14/11, because it's genetics, that say that. Doing what is proposed is asking for hermies.
I think you have the jesus thing off to a tee, as the whole idea behind a religious movement is for people to become apart of it.
You are christ because the idea of christ through it's teachings is so you become christ, almost all people will think they are christ at some point, then you either...
I do believe you have had all the help you would ever need from these posts and you admit that it won't help, i fear the pain that may come, hold on tight and keep going through it all never give up.
I actually like you and there is no doubt in my mind that there can be any doubt in your mind about if there could be any doubt to begin with , therefore i call you by who ever you so please, be it old school or some other new age shit, were just waiting for that to start happening. But before...