im, the same. altho, i have been trying to get ahold of a mmj permit. i was gonna try the do no harm clinic in the mission see what they say. Im in the same position with my fiancee. She is a care aid, and altho it maybe isnt as bad, it is still frowned upon, but i as well swear by it as a medicine. Only on my 3rd indoor cycle. Definiteley agree with keepin a mother around. im gonna do that this time.