today i woke up and thought kool, nice sunny day, i wont toke up till later 2nite, so went into town got a few things done washed the car etc

i found myself shouting and swearing at a currency exchange shop waiting in the que because im pretty inpatient and people were taking ages, i know i know no1s fault but come on the dumb bitch at the till could be a bit quicker rather than having a chat with old customers about there holidays.

i found myself with really bad road rage, waiting behind old farts driving like miss daisy, i ended up horning and overtaking brashly if im honest.

if im beeing complety honest i would say this was because i decided not to toke up before heading out this morning, if i was baked i would have just dealt with waiting and not got annoyed, and if im driving baked im usually calm, give way to people, even let elderly people cross if im really baked.

i know this is not a good position to be in having to rely on this shit to calm me down but there must be others like this?

i mean im ur average 20 year old student who loves tokin up and partyin, im jus really inpatient and do get angry easily, especially when sober.

anyone else like this?

I used to be when I was that young, until I realized how stupid I looked. And learned to just relax, whats the rush.

i dont know what the rush is to be honest, i see what you mean and i hope it is just an age thing

Just slow down. Look around, I bet you will see things you never saw before.

Yeah man, life's way too awesome to go by in the fast lane. I used to drive way over the speed limit as a teen, always rushing... when the years started seeming like days I had to pull her back and slow down. I like taking my time getting somewhere nowadays.



RKM, nice E46. Yours? Here's my E39... goto any meets?

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ya,but sometimes anger makes your high super shity.im pissed right now cause i just looked in my garden and my plants got stolen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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just like everyone else,everything i type is a lie!

No, I would say it's not the age thing. Because as you get older you begin to feel time passing more quickly, if that's possible. I started smoking to control my anger when my boys were young. I began smoking far earlier than that, but I learned that certain behaviors would send me into a rage. That's not good parenting, and it's not their fault they are what they are (children), right? So, Mommy would have to chill. I was becoming enraged, literally, over spilled milk. That HAD to stop.

So, do I go to the doc and tell him and then he... what..? puts me on prescription mood stabilizers, SMRIs, St. John's Wort? I know what worked and what works, and a little dab'll do me.

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I think you need weed ^^

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At this point if I don't wake up dead I've got nothing to panic about......(with the exception of any crop failure..etc.) And if I do...reefer cures all..

Hey, at least you aren't dead yet. Enjoy life... it's way too short to be pissed all the time

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If you read this, you have to smoke a joint