What would you do if the most important person/animal/thing died?

**cmbajr** · 07-14-2012, 12:39 AM

Iv thought about this a lot and the most important person in my life is my fiancée and our baby... If they died I'm not quite sure what I would do but it's either drink myself to death, shoot myself with 500mg of heroin, or just drug myself up on liquor weed and other hard shit to forget about it all till death catches up with me... I never had someone die that I loved so much... Iv been to several funirals in my 18 years and never once have I shed a tear at one simply because iv never loved them that much but I love my fancee and our chid enough to attend the funeral as a family in caskets because I honest to god wouldn't be able to go on without them... Sorry if I sound weird asking this or if I bummed any of you guys out iv just been thinking a lot about this...

**Hepheastus420** · 07-14-2012, 12:46 AM

Me? I'd cry and cry... and cry some more. Sit in a dark room with lots of bottles of whiskey.. Quit my job.. Most likely quit life. But that's just me. I know the "good" choice would be to remember the good times and to try to move on in life.. Maybe try to live to make another persons life better. Like an orphan that lost his/her parents in a car crash or something. But I probably wouldn't be in the mood to make the "good" choice.

**Oscar Zeta Acosta** · 07-14-2012, 01:05 AM

Eat it's body and steal the life force, thus making me an unstoppable rage monster that will become the despoiler of earth. Once I'm crowned emperor I will breed hundreds of mini rage monsters and venture across the galaxy till all succumb to my will. Either that or cry a lot.

**Dislexicmidget2021** · 07-14-2012, 12:04 PM

I would be lost for a time,to be honest.When this sort of thing happens,you come to a great crossroads so to speak.The grieving is the worst emotion ever.I know when I lost my grandmother 10 yrs ago from a car accident,she was the only person Ive ever cried for even though my other grandparents passed away I never shed one tear for them,not that I didnt have love for them or anything, because she meant alot more to me,but the grief I experienced was the worst ever and I had to either come to terms with what happened or be devoured in misery,I chose to accept it and move on.

**Winter Woman** · 07-15-2012, 12:19 PM

Been there. In my dreams I'm with them again. I used to sleep a lot but knowing that is not what they would want for me I went on and found a very good life.

Living a honorable life is the best thing you could do. By finding honor for yourself-you honor them. People will wonder what kind of fine person must they have been to love someone as good as you.

**april** · 07-15-2012, 12:26 PM

It has happened to me, I was 9, he was my world. Now I honor him daily with my honesty, love and hard work . I always try to do the right thing. He is my guardian angel, the memories we have together can never be taken from me.

So u pretty much move forward in life, dwelling wont change anything, only cause u more pain...
Life is what u make of it, some people find excuses to never try hard, others try hard and enjoy life .