Had a long talk with my father

Originally Posted by Carne Seca

The worst part is watching her slip away a little each day. Her memory is all mixed up and she is so confused. The trouble is, she knows it and tries her hardest to act like everything is fine. I spend a lot of my evenings crying to myself. I love that old bat. She's a saint. She sacrificed a lot for us and never once complained. I pretend like I don't notice but she knows. We laugh a lot. I make sure of that. She is so scared. It breaks my heart.

I am very sad to hear the news about your mom. I had a father figure which was my girlfriends dad get cancer and I grew up with his whole family ( my mid teen years) and watch while no one came and watch as his sons rather go smoke and bs then spend time with him. I stayed there ever day to make sure my friend had someone to look after him when my girl worked. Those talks we had were priceless and the hardest thing I have ever experienced. To look at and talk to someone who knows there going but still fighting is heartbreaking. He left us for Greener pastures. My heart is with you Carne Seca + rep for the difficult time
you are going through now. I have been there and I wish that I no one. Peace ps Sorry for rambling in your thread .

I hope you can work something out with your dad, I would do anything for my mom. Are mormons really that strict on weed? My uncle's fiancee is mormon and she smokes all the time.

My heart goes out to you and your family.

Originally Posted by Carne Seca

Thank you for understanding. I bless and curse each day that I have with her. Blessed because she is still with me and cursed that she has to suffer so much.

You know, Carne, I had the same feelings. You and I would not want to go through what has happened to her, I know this. But it will not make her passing easier. It took me years before I could look at a photo of my Mom without crying.

I thought I had made my peace about it and then when she was gone. I wasn't ready at all, you never are.

I hope that when she's gone she is able to talk to you in your dream. I have a feeling she will.

i'm sorry. i have no words of wisdom. just sending love and prayers. LOL at arguing with 2 rabbis

carne seca dont know you much but my prayers will be with your mom and dad and you as well this weekend. i may not be a mormon but i will pray for your family and ask GOD to help out in your situation. stay strong and possitive carne seca everything in this world happens for a reason. you may not know what reason all of this is happening now but with time you will know. GOD bless carne seca and his family.

Originally Posted by mysunnyboy

i'm sorry. i have no words of wisdom. just sending love and prayers. LOL at arguing with 2 rabbis

oy vey! That woman can tie you in knots when it comes to the scriptures. She pulls stuff out of her ass that scares me to death. She is completely convinced (and convinced me in the interim) that Jesus was married to Mary Magdalene and can back it up biblically. She also believes that Lilith was originally a representation of God's wife and was later corrupted by foreign male dominated tribal customs which completely changed the dynamics of Semitic society. (deep breath) God's wife being an equal deity to God himself. Early Semitic writings allude to a female co-deity that was later written out of the texts.

It's all too much for me. We debate back and forth but I never win. Evil woman.

Originally Posted by Carne Seca

oy vey! That woman can tie you in knots when it comes to the scriptures. She pulls stuff out of her ass that scares me to death. She is completely convinced (and convinced me in the interim) that Jesus was married to Mary Magdalene and can back it up biblically. She also believes that Lilith was originally a representation of God's wife and was later corrupted by foreign male dominated tribal customs which completely changed the dynamics of Semitic society. (deep breath) God's wife being an equal deity to God himself. Early Semitic writings allude to a female co-deity that was later written out of the texts.

It's all too much for me. We debate back and forth but I never win. Evil woman.

very interesting woman

sorry to hear that i dont know what i would do with out my mom