I don't know what I'd do without weed

Ain't you never done run out?

When I don't have weed I masturbate a lot. Wait, I do that anyway.

Okay. Let me try again.

When I don't have weed I post on RIU a lot.

FUCK. I do that anyway as well...

Hm.

I can't remember the last time I ran out, maybe 8 years ago?

Shit man. That's a good run. I run out a few times a year almost guaranteed. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing as it gives me good tolerance breaks. Tolerance breaks kind of make it worthwhile if you like to trip out. If you don't like to trip, uh... tolerance breaks are probably the worst thing possible, hahaha.

I like to trip out, but I find a good sativa still works well for me. I also like to just relax and manage my neuropathy with a good indica too.

Cool... so you're saying you usually stick to hybrids but if you wanna trip out a sativa thrown in does it for ya?

I'm thinking about ordering some 100% pure indica seeds because I have a lot of anxiety issues and the more "up" weeds sometimes exacerbate it. Oddly, other times it will be like a really smooth ride even though it's pretty up... guess those were hybrids. I dunno. I grow from bag seed so I haven't had the luxury of choosing and comparing since I started.

My weed went down yesterday. Every time I tried to pack my bong I got a 419 Problem Loading Bowl dialog window. I'm running Joint Backup 2.0.3, but it's not getting me as high as the old greenware. Gonna have to decompress some Microsoft Bubble Hash from my zip drive. cn

dude i stoped smoking to take my tests and faced a week of serious mental bullshit(without out without weed its there) hate to say it but maybe you need to try not smoking when times get shitty. might figure some stuff out

I am quite aware of what is going on in my life at the moment. That's not an issue for me. Stress is an issue however. I can get by without, but it's not fun. I worked for years waking up in the morning so stressed I'd throw up and then I'd go to work after cleaning up. High paying job with lots of responsibility combined with other life stresses. I quit that job and have now been doing my own thing and it's significantly less stressful, however I still have moments of extreme stress. Growing dope will do that to you, not to mention your favorite and long time pet dying and final exams.

Oh and the world falling apart as well (forget personal shit).