Lace and Frills <3

**cannabineer** · 02-01-2012, 10:47 AM

Originally Posted by xKuroiTaimax

I can't find anyone, that's the problem. His family adore me- I get taken out to all family dinners etc. his mother prefers me to the girlfriend. It's a fucked up situation. He calls home and his mother asks if she should pass the phone to one of his women.

I love him. Genuinely am 100% in love with the fucker.

Oh dear me yes. Been there; done that; got the straitjacket.

I've even wanted to try datin someone else to distract myself or make him jealous, but I can't because no one is interested.

Please hear me when I say that isn't a good enough reason. If I read your posts correctly, he is a manipulator who sees you as convenient and decorative. To folks like you and me, who are in the autism spectrum, that is "toxic" to use current pop-psych lingo. You're responding with real, strong, unshielded emotion to someone who is in a position to really damage you and just plain lacks the decency/sympathy to avoid doing so.
I recommend you visualize leaving this specimen as quitting tobacco ... it's very hard but obviously healthy, and once you've done so by the unassisted force of YOUR will you'll be lastingly proud of yourself, and that is sustaining fare even when you're alone. I do so highly recommend it.
But you have to decide, and commit, and prepare to resist and overcome the head-turning blandishments from Torino when he realizes his Deluxe Appliance is threatening independent thought. In a year. or two, or five, the thought that you followed your own head and dragged your heart to its betterment against its kicking&screaming will ... the memory will be empowering. You will be unassailably ... your own woman. cn

**april** · 02-01-2012, 10:49 AM

Originally Posted by neosapien

I as a man hate porn! And seeing pictures of naked women... that is disgusting! I just think... shit hold on my nose just cracked my monitor.

Nose eh

excuse me while i pound on the "insert" key

**neosapien** · 02-01-2012, 10:51 AM

Originally Posted by april

Nose eh

excuse me while i pound on the "insert" key

OOOHHH you are too fun!!

**tip top toker** · 02-01-2012, 10:52 AM

Here's me about to miss some linguistic tool you're employing, but i think it was a pinochio reference

And lat i checked, yup, that was his nose.

**cannabineer** · 02-01-2012, 10:53 AM

Originally Posted by april

Nose eh

excuse me while i pound on the "insert" key

So ... is he a Real Boy? cn

**Matt Rize** · 02-01-2012, 10:56 AM

This one is dedicated to all the lovely ladies out there who put out...

"she put a bag on my head" ...
"still came!"

**april** · 02-01-2012, 10:59 AM

Originally Posted by cannabineer

So ... is he a Real Boy? cn

No a real man, even he can't avoid mods

lol

**WeedKillsBrainCells** · 02-01-2012, 11:08 AM

Originally Posted by tip top toker

Here's me about to miss some linguistic tool you're employing, but i think it was a pinochio reference

And lat i checked, yup, that was his nose.

That went over my head, I visualised staring so closely at the pics that your nose cracks the screen. Maybe I was taking personal experience into my logic

**cannabineer** · 02-01-2012, 11:11 AM

Originally Posted by WeedKillsBrainCells

That went over my head, I visualised staring so closely at the pics that your nose cracks the screen. Maybe I was taking personal experience into my logic

Were you hoping they were going to blow your nose? cn