Please hear me when I say that isn't a good enough reason. If I read your posts correctly, he is a manipulator who sees you as convenient and decorative. To folks like you and me, who are in the autism spectrum, that is "toxic" to use current pop-psych lingo. You're responding with real, strong, unshielded emotion to someone who is in a position to really damage you and just plain lacks the decency/sympathy to avoid doing so.I've even wanted to try datin someone else to distract myself or make him jealous, but I can't because no one is interested.
I recommend you visualize leaving this specimen as quitting tobacco ... it's very hard but obviously healthy, and once you've done so by the unassisted force of YOUR will you'll be lastingly proud of yourself, and that is sustaining fare even when you're alone. I do so highly recommend it.
But you have to decide, and commit, and prepare to resist and overcome the head-turning blandishments from Torino when he realizes his Deluxe Appliance is threatening independent thought. In a year. or two, or five, the thought that you followed your own head and dragged your heart to its betterment against its kicking&screaming will ... the memory will be empowering. You will be unassailably ... your own woman. cn
I smoke a little grass, drink a little wine, watch a little tube, try to kill a little time and every single day I fall a little more behind, but I'm paying it no mind, it'll all be fine, I get by. <><>Pén jǐng <><>
Here's me about to miss some linguistic tool you're employing, but i think it was a pinochio reference And lat i checked, yup, that was his nose.
This one is dedicated to all the lovely ladies out there who put out...
"she put a bag on my head" ...
Last edited by Matt Rize; 02-01-2012 at 11:14 AM.