Hes got A GUILTY CONSCIENCE
Hes got A GUILTY CONSCIENCE
Real talk i thought I was the only one that but it dont postivly mean that your sucidal though you just might be a glass half empty type person & ill probly catch sht for sayin this but its YOU'RE life YOU'RE choice
damn...why yall smokin if smoking gives you suicidal thoughts. if you're always suicidal then idk..but if you smoke THEN get suicidal thoughts, just stop smokin..
smoking gives me the happiest thoughts ever, so i love to smoke.
ppl smoke to relax, chill out, or for medical reasons..
I always try to be in a piecefull environment, no point getting blazed to then have a buzz kill ..
toke up and be safe :weed:
Yeah find a good place to smoke with no fuck heads around you. I like RIU! I get high and get in here. Not saying there isn't any fuck heads here but most guys are cool here. Stop being a pussy and smoke a bowl and enjoy your life! No matter how bad my life has gotten there wasn't a time when weed couldn't bring a smile to my face! :bigjoint:
Sometimes I feel the same way man.
Idk how to describe it really. Its not like I feel it just when Im high.
Im depressed all the time.. All I ever really care to do is smoke because Im depressed and thats all that still makes me happy.
Then when I smoke, I realize its pathetic that the only thing that makes me happy is smoking weed. Something that everyone looks down on me for.
I try and go about my business every day, trying to do something with my life, but Im never really happy with myself.
I kinda just feel like nobody is ever gonna be happy with the person I am. I just feel like a failure sometimes. Why would anyone else be proud of me?
Like... I have friends and a girlfriend that care about me but I know eventually Im just gonna let them down.. And thats my biggest worry.
Sometimes I wish I could talk to them and tell them how I feel but I wouldn't even know where to start. I have kind of felt this way for years.. I dont know how anyone could help.
Sometimes I feel like I lose hope every day. Sometimes I just want to take the easy way out. Sometimes I just feel like everyone would be better off without me.
I dont really even know where Im going with my life, but for some reason I just keep on going hoping that something will eventually turn in my favor I guess.
I dont really know what point I am trying to make, just know that youre not the only person feeling that way.
Just keep sticking with it and maybe things will get better. Just wait til you find that little bit of hope and try to make something good happen.
If you need someone to talk to just let me know. I understand it can be hard to talk to people you are already close with because you dont know how they will feel.
I've never felt suicidal, but there have been times when I get high and want to beat the shit out of myself, thinking back on some of the stupid shit I've done.
But always remember. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
And whatever the problem is, do you really want to let it win?