yea i know what ur talkin about hotnsexymilf its not easy for people to understand what ur talkin about until they actually are addicted. Ive been smokin for a few years now and i can totally see the progreesion of my addiction, which btw is defnitly a mental thing. my freshman year of college went great, smoked about 5 grams a week and my grades were pretty good. but last year i had a shitty roomate and a lot of other bullshit in my life so i started smokin a lot more and went a lot easier on the homework. second semester last year i blazed every day and skipped a decent amount of classes and ended up gettin a .9 gpa....yea thats right a .9 gpa for 17 credits. thats sucks bad. i had to promise my parents and shit that id work much harder this semester and get a 3.0 gpa. well this year, my third year, ive been blazin all day every day and got 3 warning grades and now my moms threatening to withdraw me from the school and i'll end up workin at fuckin stop and shop. marijuana addiction is totally a mental thing but when u have a lot of shit happening in ur life it really is hard not to roll up that next blunt

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"The government that governs the best governs least." -Thomas Jefferson

my problem is, im always busy fantasizing it's a hott milf =D

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they're trained to find 'em, i'm trained to hide 'em

LMFAO... cute..

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RIP Josh.. you should never have been in Afghanistan to begin with.. FUCK YOU GOVERNMENT FOR TAKING SOMEONE FROM ME WHO WAS CONVINCED THEY WERE BEING PATRIOTIC AND PROMOTING GOODNESS IN THE WORLD.

hey everyone...this is a good thread. addiction - it might be psychological, physical, emotional, whatever - whether its pot, alcohol, oxycotin, masturbating, twinkies - whatever it might involve - it is totally destructive in so many ways - and definately not obvious at first, and possibly not even for some time. I have fought my entire life (you don't want to know how old I am) with bouts of addiction - the old saying "everything in moderation" I think actually fits pretty well. though for MM users, the motivation may be quite different, and that I am not familiar with. But in the end, too much of anything is not all that healthy, emotionally, physically, spiritually. I'm don't mean to sound like I have the answer, I guess I trying to say that I know what it does to me. Most recently I found myself in a VERY toxic relationship that almost killed me and had the potential to real negatively impact the lives around me and my abuse and addiction was not really who I was but the circumstances I was in - I was labeled a lazy drunk....and for those that know me well - there is nothing further from the truth - but at that moment and in those circumstances, I resembled a lazy drunk. Toxic situations, can lead to toxic results. Take care and godspeed - find your path and recognize the value that it brings into your life - be true to yourself - thats what really matters - and then try to follow that path - small infrequent deviations do not matter - the long term is what matters.

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Ride hard, Ride long....git put away Wet each and every time....no holdin' Back.....enjoy the journey ...... cuz that's ALL there is! Walk on and walk tall folks!

I'm clean for my urinalysis, no pot, no alcohol, none of it. For six months.
It's very hard, because I was using pot as a crutch for dealing with my own little situation, it's harder because they're still indulging in their crutches and I have to deal with them drunk while I'm sober now. It's so much easier not to fight with my parent when their drunk if I'm high.
It's really opened my eyes to how bad things have gotten. I'm seriously thinking that my parent might be an alcoholic...

Maybe I never would have noticed if I hadn't stopped smoking.

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