i do similar im paranoid that way like my window is at front lawn and i heard weird shit all the time i almost shot a cat cuase it moved and made noise

ignorance is bliss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eventually you will learn, sleaping with a gun is useless if it's paranoia that drives you, i think those that skirt death or jail but don't worry about government are the lucky ones, assessing your true risks is key, and hanging as far out on that limb as you can before it breaks, i mean, what fun is by the trunk ya know?

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thats an awsum way to put it but i dont think im sittin at the trunk jus like 100ft up an being cautious

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