Yeah, I'm just really sketched out by it all. It scares the fuck out of me. I'm pretty sure my insides have gotten torn up pretty bad, really quickly, and something might be infected like in my throat. Maybe tonsilitus or something. Those two bumps on your throat on opposite sides of the top of your adam's apple, I think they're lymphnodes or something, well mine have been swollen for what seems to be like weeks or maybe a month, and it's been happenning on and off.
I'm just feelin' like it's abnormal shit and I'm getting all fucked up in my throat/lungs. I tore my shit up over the weekend, probably more so than I ever have.
I'm hopin' that I can just ease WAY up on the smoking, but not have to like totally stop to like, heal up. I'll bet if I just smoke less, my shit will just get torn up slower. idk what's up.
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