xanax footballs (alprozolam)

dbtwiztid said:

Doctor didn't give me Xanax for daytime. But now have klonopins for daytime and xanax for night.

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Good for you man. have fun but not too much fun.

The Real Peter Parker said:

Good for you man. have fun but not too much fun.

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I'm probably not going to end up popping these... I've been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks during the days now and shit and the kpins seem to help. I take 4mg and I am just fine..

The Real Peter Parker said:

Hey man, I've been there. Not a road worth going down. I'm just telling from experience. Most of the anti-drug motherfuckers on here are just idiots, but I'm gonna tell you from experience.

I had it all before I started taking Xanax. I had a [hot] girlfriend, a reliable and decent, [but not too flashy] car, I had good grades, I was the regular 15 year old high school sophomore, may friends, popular, etc. I started out drinking beer, and then found the weed scene and dropped the alcohol scene. Of course, the guys who only smoke weed are cool, but the guys who smoke weed and do other drugs, and also pressure the youngin's to do those drugs, are the crowd to stay away from.

Combine the physically addictive properties and an extreme case of addictive personality to Xanax, the first chance at a 'hard' drug, I was hooked on the second rail.

2 mg, to 4 mgs, to 8mgs, a bag of 30 at a party, to a bag of 30 for myself at a party, I was a full-blown, high-tolerance, hardcore Xanax addict.

I started slinging to support my habit, and the people I dealt with were not the best people. I started by buying an ounce of weed, and traded to people with insurance-paid scripts, to increase from $100 of weed to $500 of Xanax. I was buying most of the Xanax available in 5 counties of KS and NE. I was a Xanax kingpin. I traded Xanax for weed, weed for Xanax, never bringing cash into the equation.

My grades started slipping, my girlfriend dumped me, my friends resented me, I was alone, but found comfort in one thing: Xanax and money. I started bringing cash into the Xanax + weed equation. I bought a 1989 Cadillac Brougham, Burgundy with a Cream top, a 7.4 Litre engine, and I put some hundred spoke rims on it and added a sound system and a gun rack. I was 16 years old and living it up and having a horrible life at the same time.

When I went to school, I felt like shit, I felt I had to run to the bathroom and cut rails of Xanax between every class. My grades were absolute shit. I was pulling a 0.9 GPA, and my only friends didn't hang out with me, they bought drugs from me. I tried to find friends, I tried to get a girl. My eyes sunk in and became dark, I was unshaven, shaggy haired, and then I lost the last thing important to me.

I was driving on a few Ambien, millions of Xanax, and I had smoked some weed, and I dropped the Caddy into a 20 foot ravine and bent a car with a real frame into a fucking banana. I grabbed my drugs, kicked out and crawled out the windshield, and went back to the road and called a customer to come pick me up and I'd give them drugs to let me crash for a few days.

During this time I reevaluated my life. Realized my life was shit. I wasn't going anywhere but jail or the hospital. I od'd on Xanax at the customers house. He threw me into the gutter, [on the street, against the curb] to lie there in pain across my entire body. I realized as I lay there making involuntary painful movements, that I was thirsty, that I had lost my friends, my GF, my schoolwork, my grades, and my family's trust. And I lost my Cadillac car, an emblem of my 16 year old empire. I realized I had nothing but the drugs in my pocket. I got out the Xanax and looked at them, realizing I was od'ing but wanting to take the rest [about 140 mgs] and just end the pain.

I eventually passed out, woke up in the morning, and I went back to my customer's house and grabbed my guns, [after he went to work, I crawled through a window] and walked the 4 blocks back to my old car, which I had left behind the dealership where I bought the Cadillac. I resumed my normal activities [selling and using]. I was pulled over 2 days later. I kicked my Xanax habit in a juvenile detention center. [Jail for <18] I had no cigarettes, which really sucked, and no Xanax, which was the end of the world. The withdrawal was worse than my OD. With that I'll end the story.

I didn't want to share this story, but I felt it was necessary. I definitely don't want to see another young guy like me lose it all. I'm 18 now and I still haven't repaired all the damage done by this long list of shenanigans.

Peace brother.

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Im no one to be talking.. Shit! I crashed my car into a dumpster and stressed so bad i took 5 5mg Valiums and 15mg rocxie. You think that was the answer to my problem/s? at the time yes, but it never is. When times get hard i blow trees more and i dab hard into the codone. it's not what i want and even as i chew my pez's i feel shameful. I'll +Rep you for this peter. Not because you're against it..

You told your story and it was Real./ I could almost hear your voice homie.

With Xanax it's easy to pop 2-3 and believe it's weak. Next minute your at your desk at 6am with no idea what's happened (shouldn't of popped more). It's good with alcohol though, don't go overboard, 1-2 Xanax and a couple of pints - work your way up.

Please, anyone taking this drug that hasn't been correctly prescribed, BE VERY CAREFUL!!! Xanax is a very, very addictive drug (as well as most prescribed medications) and your body builds up a tolerance to it rather quickly, especially if you are taking them everyday and/or taking more than 2-3 a day...

2 footballs (1mg each, or 1 2mg bar) should be enough to really mess most people up, especially if you are drinking alcohol and/or smoking pot at the same time...

I speak from experience.. My suggestion to anyone that gets their hands on a small ammount and takes a few one night to have a good time... try to refrain from taking them the next day... you will definetely thank yourself later... For example, say someone gives you 10 xanax footballs and you take 2 of them while you are at a party (drinking and smoking)... The next day you will wake up and take 2, but you won't feel like you did the night before w/ the combination of all three... So at that point you'll have three options...

1) Take 2 more, meaning you took 4 for the day... Which means you'll only have 4 left total, and the next day it's highly probable you'll take all them the next day...

2) Start drinking alcohol early in the day to get back to the buzz you're looking for... Double-edged sword... all of a sudden your body wants xanax and alcohol... problem is, your body wants them both to produce the high/buzz you're looking for..

3) Start smoking pot early in the day.. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, but it will definetely cause you to smoke more pot...

It's all fine and dandy until you don't have any of them left and you want more... then what? You spend all day trying to find more? You turn to alcohol to mix w/ the marijuana buzz to get back to the high you were getting by combining the xanax w/ the weed and/or alcohol...

I highly suggest anyone considering taking these understand the risks... Yes, other medications do the same thing, but xanax is one of the easiest pills for teengars and young adults to get their hands on... Doctors prescribe them to so many people, and a lot of them don't really need them or need monday bad enough that they sell them...

As said, I speak from experience, being someone who lost about 3 years of their life and watched about $30,000 go into the system afterwards.... I suffer from GAD and SAD, so my body LOVES xanax... It makes me feel 100% normal....

Just think about it... If you become dependant on them, without a prescription... Worst case scenario, you take 2 a day... Best case scenario you get them for a $1.50 each (probably $2 on average, or $2.50)... Well if you ONLY took 2 of them a day for a month... that would be about $60... Sure, nothing major... But i'm telling you, 2 will only do the trick for so long... Are you willing to double/triple/quadruple that $60 a month just for them? I've dropped $1,000-$2,000 on them in one month during my most extreme using period...

This mainly goes to the younger crowd here... Xanax makes the day shorter, even though you might not realize it... Medicated on this, all of a sudden a 24 hour day turns into a 12 hour day... Then you wake up the next day and can't even remember what you did... You think it's Wednesday when it really is Saturday... You'll forget obligations you have, VERY VERY EASILY.... Your work and school performance WILL SUFFER... All the time you normally spend day dreaming about the opposite sex, having fun, etc etc... your brain will be screaming "I WANT XANAX!".... and there's only one way to make it go away...

Don't get me wrong, i'm not against taking meds not prescribe to you... but you have to be mature enough to understand the consequences and listen to someone when they tell you that you have a problem... If you are close with your family, and you start taking these all of a sudden, THEY WILL KNOW!!! Young adults that still live with their parents.... THEY WILL SEE IT!!! Your speach will be a lot slower, you won't want to string long sentences together as your brain will lose it's focus... You'll fall asleep all of a sudden and even when someone tries to wake you up, you won't even budge...

Probably get some hateful responses, but that's all fine in the end... If this post stops 1 person from potentially ruining a portion of their life, i will be pleased...

Take care...

worm5376 said:

Im no one to be talking.. Shit! I crashed my car into a dumpster and stressed so bad i took 5 5mg Valiums and 15mg rocxie. You think that was the answer to my problem/s? at the time yes, but it never is. When times get hard i blow trees more and i dab hard into the codone. it's not what i want and even as i chew my pez's i feel shameful. I'll +Rep you for this peter. Not because you're against it..

You told your story and it was Real./ I could almost hear your voice homie.

P.S. gotta spread some love around b4 i give you rep but I'll get there.~worm
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That's why they call me 'The Real Peter Parker'... though the Peter Parker part is just an alias...

Well I've been on klonopins for 4 days now and have steadily been taking 2 a day except for one day I took 3.

The way I'm looking at it is is that I am only getting what I am prescribed.. I'm not trying to go buy them off the street and I wouldn't anyway.

So even if I DIDN'T "abuse" these meds that would still be 30 klonopins and 30 xanax in my body per month.

Don't sound good but hey I'm happy with it

TheDifferenceX said:

Take care...

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Why does this man have only one bar of rep?

I have a similar story man, Xanax levels me out, but too much turns me into a fiend and all doped out... I really need Xanax, but then if I had them, I guarantee before too long they would become abused. Fuck whoever invented the little shits.

The Real Peter Parker said:

Why does this man have only one bar of rep?

I have a similar story man, Xanax levels me out, but too much turns me into a fiend and all doped out... I really need Xanax, but then if I had them, I guarantee before too long they would become abused. Fuck whoever invented the little shits.

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I have many questions now about benzos...


First is.. if I build a tolerance to clorazapram (klonopins) does that mean I would have the same tolerance to alprazolam just because they are in the same family of medications..

I'm starting to build a tolerance to 2 a day and its only been 4 days.. I think I'm going to tell my psychiatrist they aren't working and see what happens.. but then again why risk getting something shitty, but maybe he would increase the miligrams?

Are all benzos the same strength as each other? I've been told Xanax is the best but how do they stack up against each other, like in order from strongest to weakest how would it go?

Not sure.. I'm really taking a gamble with this.. but these klonopins don't seem to be helping anymore.

dbtwiztid said:

I have many questions now about benzos...


First is.. if I build a tolerance to clorazapram (klonopins) does that mean I would have the same tolerance to alprazolam just because they are in the same family of medications..

I'm starting to build a tolerance to 2 a day and its only been 4 days.. I think I'm going to tell my psychiatrist they aren't working and see what happens.. but then again why risk getting something shitty, but maybe he would increase the miligrams?

Are all benzos the same strength as each other? I've been told Xanax is the best but how do they stack up against each other, like in order from strongest to weakest how would it go?

Not sure.. I'm really taking a gamble with this.. but these klonopins don't seem to be helping anymore.

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Damn dude, like I'm a broken record, but seriously, kick the benzos if you can. Just save 'em up then take em on special occasions.

dbtwiztid said:

I have many questions now about benzos...


First is.. if I build a tolerance to clorazapram (klonopins) does that mean I would have the same tolerance to alprazolam just because they are in the same family of medications..

I'm starting to build a tolerance to 2 a day and its only been 4 days.. I think I'm going to tell my psychiatrist they aren't working and see what happens.. but then again why risk getting something shitty, but maybe he would increase the miligrams?

Are all benzos the same strength as each other? I've been told Xanax is the best but how do they stack up against each other, like in order from strongest to weakest how would it go?

Not sure.. I'm really taking a gamble with this.. but these klonopins don't seem to be helping anymore.

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Yeah dude it's called a cross-tolerance...If you're taking k-pins and then you take xanax you're tolerance to the xanax is gonna be higher...So you're building up quite a tolerance taking 4 pills a day. Sounds like your psychiatrist is a fucktard. Benzo's lose their effectiveness really quickly when you start building a tolerance...At this rate, you're gonna need 10 bars to have the same effect two does for you now...As i'm sure, you're finding out...I've been prescribed them for 2 years now and haven't had any problems b/c i only take them 2-3 days a week...Hope this helps. Peace