hi there, I'm kinda freaked out by what happened last night and I thought I'd share somewhere and maybe someone had a similar experience I dunno. Yesterday I had a smoke from a friend and it wasn't the same kind of weed I'm used to (sativa? I don't know aaa). Sorry I'm kinda dumb about it, I usually just smoke when my boyfriend is around because I struggle with several mental illnesses and he knows how to make me feel better/safe in case things go wrong so I'm used to the one he gets. I'm aware drugs make some of my symptoms worse but I still use them because of reasons. Weed has been helping me have less panic attacks and quit smoking cigarettes but last night was the worst and I'm trying to understand what happened cos it was pretty scary. I was doing alright for the first 10 minutes and then I noticed a twitching on my thumb that wouldn't go away, tried to explain to my boyfriend and I got even more paranoid because I thought it wasn't really happening and I was seeing things. but then I started getting more twitches and just the thumb was making me feel really uncomfortable. I started feeling very dizzy and lightheaded as if I was going to faint and also sick. Then I couldn't breathe at all and I struggled to breathe for like 15 minutes and I was close to throwing up. Couldn't move much or talk. My hands and feet were really cold and so my lips and my gums. I was pale and I stg I thought I was going to die. Just like in any panic attack but this was worse than I've ever had. My boyfriend helped me lay down and I watched some cartoons and turned the heater on until I could breathe again and I didn't feel so cold. After a while I started feeling better again and had a awful tummy and chest ache but now I'm doing fine I guess. Can't tell if it was the type of weed we smoked or if it was because of my symptoms. i'm thinking of quitting but I don't know how to cope with certain things in a different way other than getting high now because I can't afford meds. Sorry for the long post I'm a mess.