You don't sound like a dick at all dude. If it has never been reagent tested, there is no way to tell if you have ever really eaten lsd. You could have ALD-52, DOx's, 5-MeO-aMT, etc. your whole and been told it was LSD. e.g. (use imagination): If someone told you your whole life an apple was an orange, you would think, everytime you ate an apple, it was an orange. Without reagent testing you could have eaten any DOx your whole life and thought it was LSD.