doublejj's BIG 2015 adventure.....

treemansbuds

treemansbuds

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ruby fruit said:
For jj

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I seen Neil Young at a dive bar in Half Moon Bay in the mid 90's (96-97ish) when I lived in Santa Cruz. There were only a couple hundred people there, Neil was just a few feet from me. My weed dealer at the time gave me the tip he was playing there and asked if I wanted to "cruz up" with them, they had room for me. The place was filled with old school growers/hippies. One of the best nights of rock and roll ever.
The good Ol' days,
TMB-
 
doublejj

doublejj

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Thanks for all the support everyone. I can usually evade these feelings most of the year, however they seem to always overwhelm me on Memorial Weekend. I cannot help but reflect on those friends I left behind on the battlefield. I tend to get very self absorbed & self reflective & I don't wish to be the bummer. So I tend to stay to myself & let every else enjoy their Holiday BBQ's...
 
partlycloudy

partlycloudy

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doublejj said:
Thanks for all the support everyone. I can usually evade these feelings most of the year, however they seem to always overwhelm me on Memorial Weekend. I cannot help but reflect on those friends I left behind on the battlefield. I tend to get very self absorbed & self reflective & I don't wish to be the bummer. So I tend to stay to myself & let every else enjoy their Holiday BBQ's...
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Big hugs brother

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ruby fruit

ruby fruit

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JJ.....my demons are different to yours but we all deal with them the same way...alone and isolated while hating on someone or something to make us feel better or so we think....
Im with you man you got a great crew of friends around you and you dont need to apologize for acting the way you do when you go through the stages ..
Just remember they are here for you when your moment passes and they dont think any different of you.

Ive learnt that..my youngest son (13 years ) has left the family with his last words directed at me saying he would like to cut my throat.
Now for the last two months having that on my head hurt as he was my best mate ....and ive hurt a lot of ppl going through it the way i do.
Hating my wife hating my work hating my friends...its how i deal with it.

But at the end of the day these ppl are still there for me...

Same as you ! But different situation
 
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