Crazy Fruits 14/15 grow

ruby fruit

ruby fruit

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im going queer having to wait for another 3 months before I can start prepping again...spent and hour looking at all the pics I took last season now its hit me im just smoking and not growing..fuck I miss that buzz you get in the morning when you wake up brew a coffee and head to the girls to say good morning lol
 
ruby fruit

ruby fruit

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BcDigger said:
pop some auto freebies inside, it'll make you feel better.
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Lol.
I popped my last one last week had it above the soil within 4 days but then left it in my greenhouse with plastic doorway zipped up came home and it was mouldy and died lol...got another order on the way next week but i didnt order any autos...will do another order on june 10th when herbies changes its free seeds offer and i might grab a couple different autos in that one
 
Joedank

Joedank

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ruby fruit said:
JJ.....my demons are different to yours but we all deal with them the same way...alone and isolated while hating on someone or something to make us feel better or so we think....
Im with you man you got a great crew of friends around you and you dont need to apologize for acting the way you do when you go through the stages ..
Just remember they are here for you when your moment passes and they dont think any different of you.

Ive learnt that..my youngest son (13 years ) has left the family with his last words directed at me saying he would like to cut my throat.
Now for the last two months having that on my head hurt as he was my best mate ....and ive hurt a lot of ppl going through it the way i do.
Hating my wife hating my work hating my friends...its how i deal with it.

But at the end of the day these ppl are still there for me...

Same as you ! But different situation
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thought i would let you know here that reading this . well.. it hurt my heart ....
dont let your son go so easy .... EVER ...
i tried to run away. but instead working thru our family issues HELPS more then just treating it like a "boys will be boys situation"
give yourself a chance with your son to be vunerable . tell him what why where how when if he ever made you happy .
send a letter make him hear you . 13 is too young or was for me to be cut adrift....you made him now show him why you WANT him in your life . fighting is OK if the point must be made for safteys sake . but show your heart to your boy and he will come back. my dad forced a fishing trip and changed my life...
 
ruby fruit

ruby fruit

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Joedank said:
thought i would let you know here that reading this . well.. it hurt my heart ....
dont let your son go so easy .... EVER ...
i tried to run away. but instead working thru our family issues HELPS more then just treating it like a "boys will be boys situation"
give yourself a chance with your son to be vunerable . tell him what why where how when if he ever made you happy .
send a letter make him hear you . 13 is too young or was for me to be cut adrift....you made him now show him why you WANT him in your life . fighting is OK if the point must be made for safteys sake . but show your heart to your boy and he will come back. my dad forced a fishing trip and changed my life...
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Appreciate the kind words bro...this has been going on for the best part of 2 years now.
He has prob spent 13 of those months living in 6 different places with family or friends and every place he has stayed at he has left on bad terms..
It does my head in i think i feel like ive aged 20 yrs in 1 year.
Ive thought quite often of just packing and leaving everything behind but then id be destroying the very person who makes me who i am...my wife.
So you see i have fought for him and.put every thing i can in place to help him and make things better .....
 
Joedank

Joedank

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ruby fruit said:
Appreciate the kind words bro...this has been going on for the best part of 2 years now.
He has prob spent 13 of those months living in 6 different places with family or friends and every place he has stayed at he has left on bad terms..
It does my head in i think i feel like ive aged 20 yrs in 1 year.
Ive thought quite often of just packing and leaving everything behind but then id be destroying the very person who makes me who i am...my wife.
So you see i have fought for him and.put every thing i can in place to help him and make things better .....
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so sorry man . glad your trying your best . things will get better i hope:)_
kids are HARD
 
fumble

fumble

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ruby fruit said:
Appreciate the kind words bro...this has been going on for the best part of 2 years now.
He has prob spent 13 of those months living in 6 different places with family or friends and every place he has stayed at he has left on bad terms..
It does my head in i think i feel like ive aged 20 yrs in 1 year.
Ive thought quite often of just packing and leaving everything behind but then id be destroying the very person who makes me who i am...my wife.
So you see i have fought for him and.put every thing i can in place to help him and make things better .....
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so sorry Ruby...I know exactly what you are going through. I had a lot of trouble with my daughter for several years. She has been through a couple boot camps. Sometimes all you can do is do what you can to protect them, and pray for the best. With my daughter, nothing I did or said would have helped or changed anything - she had a path and she was going to follow it no matter what - so I just had to let her do her thing and hope and pray she came back to me. She did. We are very very close today.
I truly hope your son comes back to you
 
ruby fruit

ruby fruit

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fumble said:
so sorry Ruby...I know exactly what you are going through. I had a lot of trouble with my daughter for several years. She has been through a couple boot camps. Sometimes all you can do is do what you can to protect them, and pray for the best. With my daughter, nothing I did or said would have helped or changed anything - she had a path and she was going to follow it no matter what - so I just had to let her do her thing and hope and pray she came back to me. She did. We are very very close today.
I truly hope your son comes back to you
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Wont happen for a long time..he was my best little mate now hes of the rails and in an environment that wont help him.
I have a beutiful autistic daughter and awesome wife to think of .....
 
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TWS

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That's a broad statement just cause you don't. how do you know that ? it's world wide but your just in denial. I can't help it if you guys are upside down :bigjoint:
 
ruby fruit

ruby fruit

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Ive never heard of bananas bringing bad fucken luck end of story ...if i contributed all my bad luck ive ever had to bananas then thats pretty stupid if u ask me....
So my mate rings me yest to say his cancer has taking a turn for the worst and could be a 3 to 12 month expectancy of life now...i dont believe it was a banana that brought that luck if the last one i touched or ate was a couple weeks ago
 
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