Considering moving to legal state for medicine-- advice welcome

Hey and thanks for reading. I'm 26 years old and last April was hit by a car on my bicycle. Im considering moving to a legal state so I'm able to access he variety of edibles and meds that are there. I do have the equiptment to grow my own but as far as spending years finding the strains and learning what concentrates work best for each of my problems doesn't seem worth the wait. Im pretty miserable. Just want to see if others have similar problems and find enough of a cure from dispensaries to make life enjoyable. Mind you my pain levels are around a 9 24-6. Shattered elbow in 6 pieces, broke scalphoid in other wrist, lasserated acheles tendon and nerve band just below. Broke 4 bones in foot. And fractured shoulder. Tore side of left knee tendons, bolt went through right knee. 3 buldging disks in neck and 3 in back both places pressing nerves. And lastly a frontal lobe brain injury from hitting the back of my head. (Caused brain to hit front of skull)
Now having a hard time mentally, physically, and emotionally.
---Stomach ulcers & gastroentestinal problems, constant chronic pain, severe depression, anxiety including social, arthritis, severe memory loss brain fog, the list could go on but this should work.

Thanks and any input is welcome but my main concerns are
-pros and cons of moving to a legal state for meds
-tips for alleviating some of the above symptoms naturally

And just some general support from you all. Not looking for pity I just have no support. And theres been a lot of great people I've talked to on here so far.

What's the best state to live in that is currently legal in your opinion.

California

Sad news,
You could find living in Davis California very nice or choose the out skirts of Sacramento ca.,or gold county.
Meds are here and you could grow your own here.Prices are in check for home purchase compared to so. california.

I have everything to grow all I need and then some indoors and plan to do so wherever I move. I just really ony want to move to a legal state so I can go buy all the edibles and specific strains I need to help with my problems so I feel able to keep up with growing and everything else. I just don't have the ability to right now I refuse any type of prescription meds for my pain and so im left stuck in bed a lot. I feel like if I moved and had the Cana meds I need I would have no problem keeping up with day to day geow work and just everything I need to do beside that. I was thinking outskirts of some bigger town sounds good to me. Trying to pick several places and go check them out. I don't do well in too crowded of towns, in areas where there's a lot of traffic or homeless people and sketchy people walking around at night. Trying to find a town that I don't have horrible anxiety in.

Oregon is pretty good medically plus it'll be legal for 21 and older July 1st. They'll even be able to grow 4 plants (unlike Washington rec laws). Pretty sure California is a better medical state though as fees are cheaper (I think) and the growing limit is higher. Hope you find what you're looking for and get the care you need.