2 years ago I was hanging out with some friends just chilling, smoking like we usually did without any problems.. On this day it changed. I got SO high that I felt my heart racing, lost my vision slowly kind of like when you get up too fast. I also heard a loud high pitched hum, lost control and fell right to the floor. I regained consciousness after a few seconds and got up with the help of a few shocked friends. But I still felt like complete crap. A few seconds later, my vision fades again and I faint again. According to my friends, I was out longer and I had a seizure-like jitter for a few seconds before I woke up again. Before this day, I never had problems with being high at all.. My friends got me water and I was back on my feet in an hour...Just really confused. I never went to get it checked. It's not like I can go to a doctor and be like, "Hey, so I got really high and blacked out, what's up with that!?". Next day, I smoked up with them again and we talked about it and joked around about how they thought I was dead. Nbd. No problems with being high. A few months later at a party, another incident involving losing my vision and hearing a high pitched hum. Same feeling I would get before fainting, only this time, I managed to stay on my feet. Except this time, I puked before I felt like myself again. At a rooftop party with BABES. FUCK. Moving on...
Keep note. This NEVER happens when I don't smoke. Only when I get high with people. When I smoke alone, I seem to be fine considering I'm more chilled out about the fact that nobody has to see me get sick or freak out about me.
Now 2 years later, I can't manage to get the same high I had before the incident. Every time I smoke with friends, and smoke a considerable amount which is average to them and what USED to be my average, I start getting that feeling before I'm about to faint. I get speechless, pale, my heart thumps and I sweat. There's a light shooting pain in my chest but it doesn't bother me much. And sometimes, I forget I'm breathing and get dizzy. It's not enough to make me pass out but I found some sort of control over it. It's just, I can't have a comfortable high anymore and it's pissing me off.
Sorry for typing out too much but can anyone relate to this or help with some advice? No one I talk to around here knows and I can't find much on it through google.
I just want my normal high back
