Just to let everyone know.. what I am about to talk about.. leaves me depressed and wondering why I ever did it in the first place.
It all started with just one hit. That's all it took for me to get hooked on Heroin.
Which we all know.. comes from the poppy plant.
I started out snorting it.. then a friend of mine who also started snorting it the same day I did.. introduced me to the needle. Yeah... I started shooting up with this person. That is where.. and when.... my hell started.
It was all fun and games... until i started lying to my family to get enough money so that I could go get well. Because the withdraws I would get at night... were udderly complete
HELL! I would get the full body aches... full body sweats.. it went on so long.. that when I would get hit with the withdraw effects.. it started making me feel like I could feel my heart actually beat.. but it was beating slow.. but hard... and I could feel it in my back. I know.. sounds weird.. but that's how I felt.
I will never again... never again!!! go back to heroin.
I was also addicted to Oxycodone and the Roxies (little round blue pill.. usually it would have an 'M' on one side.. then it would have the mg stamped on the other side of the pill. Usually being either 15mg or the 30mg. I liked the 30's the best).
I was shooting those up too.. which gives you the exact same (almost exactly the same effect) as shooting or snorting a line of heroin.
But.. I've been clean (except pot) from either of those drugs for the past 7 months now. I've been on Methadone (liquid) for those 7 months.. which is a mild to powerful pain killer.. but it also helps get you off the other crap.. by keeping you from having withdraw from the other drugs. Most people frown down on Methadone.. but I was so deep into the whole scene.. that this was my only option to be able to get off the heroin and pills.. without being dope sick.
anyhow.. just thought I would share this with everyone here.
I just hope that i didnt piss anyone off by posting this.
Thanks if you took the time to read this post. Appreciate it very much.
Peace everybody! Happy smoking; growing; and toking to all of ya`s! Ciao!
Grazie.
