I honestly don't know. The first 2 hours were like my first time (which was definitely, 100% for sure, really good MDMA) but speedier, more rushy, I got alternating hot/cold flashes and touching was good but not as amazing as last time. Speaking was like verbal diarrhea, I felt like I could say anything, but I felt little control over what I was saying, and silences in our group felt awkward (something I never felt the first time). I was filled with a nervous energy. Then something strange happened, it was an external stressor that wasn't even that serious, but it completely killed my high. All the good feelings left, and I was only left with a ball of nervous, paranoid, anxious feelings. Even after the stressor was eliminated, the high didn't return no matter how I tried to relax myself and get the good vibes back.
The comedown was shit. I was paranoid and tired yet wired, while my girlfriend (who took the same shit) was deeply depressed and crying. The next day I was achy all over, nauseous, and had a bitch of a headache. Today is 2 days later, I woke up with a bad stomach ache and couldn't keep breakfast down.
Also, I didn't read the colourful post, it gave me a headache just looking at it.
