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how does coke and donating bood tie in? also the timeframe


i slipped up and did idk half gram of some good clear a couple nights ago, for squares thats a euphemism for methamphetamines. didnt sleep last night, didnt sleep tonight. havent eaten simce breakfast yesterday. ugh, bullshit

how does coke and donating bood tie in? also the timeframe


i slipped up and did idk half gram of some good clear a couple nights ago, for squares thats a euphemism for methamphetamines. didnt sleep last night, didnt sleep tonight. havent eaten simce breakfast yesterday. ugh, bullshit. feel like crap, i hate amphetamines
fucking up my temp regulation and i think im supposed to pee. aggravated and drained. i need a few norco

qwizoking said:

how does coke and donating bood tie in? also the timeframe


i slipped up and did idk half gram of some good clear a couple nights ago, for squares thats a euphemism for methamphetamines. didnt sleep last night, didnt sleep tonight. havent eaten simce breakfast yesterday. ugh, bullshit. feel like crap, i hate amphetamines
fucking up my temp regulation and i think im supposed to pee. aggravated and drained. i need a few norco

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I live in midwest snd never even seen that stuff. Theres a lot of, they call it dogfood (heroin) where I live. Meth is something id never try, Is it like blow but slightly different? Im clueless.

He was saying he cant donate his rare blood type due to being dirty. Didnt realize itd take a year tho.

coke is much better than meth. coke can act as a neuroprotectant. meth is pure poison. coke also hits nmda and opiate receptors giving imo a more balanced and euphoric high. you can still eat and sleep after doing coke wether smoked or sniffed....and fuck. im still awake from a few days ago, and my dick thinks i just took a cold shower. im really not that into uppers, i have anxiety as it is. i wont even do meth if i dont have something to hit gabba and keep my calm. it was my homies and a once a year type of deal. wish i hadnt though..but im still a fiend for anything when you get down to it

its really the same as adderall except yiu cant write your name on your arm in goosebumps

all stims suck though imo

but ill do anything really, except intravenous.

Everything in moderation.

how are you making out @Kind Sir ? still on the methadone? i've been sitting at 15mg's a day for about a year or so now..

Im addicted to dabbing concentrates

last night I realized after taking 4 shots of liquor I didnt feel satisfied with my happiness.

No matter what substance I do, I always want to return to a nice fat dab in order to feel complete

As many others, I unfortunately suffer from addiction genes.

I scraped up a fairly decent amount of pocket change just so I can take my happy ass to the dispensary right now.

Im just pissed at myself that I really cant kick the dependency of concentrates. It's like I can't enjoy normal activities or hobbies without getting that extra euphoria boost.

my wife's uncle is in the methadone program, correct me if i'm wrong but Locked steel box with "take homes" Equate to tubes of liquid that look like windex last time i saw his box of goodies. It is a great tool for those wanting to get away from opiates, however it too can be abused and can kill just as quick if not quicker than dope itself. I also realized that there's folks in the methadone program here doing bags of dope on top of there methadone, which im told is russian roulette. The strips of suboxone up here where i am are a joke, 98% of the folks who get them either abuse/sell or use them to go get dope or dont take the strips at all that are suppossedly helping them kick. Just my insight. I stopped taking perc 10's 6-8 Q>I>D after 26 months straight, and have been blessed enough that i havent needed or wanted to go to the methadone clinic, i have found my own ways of dealing with that nightmare.

qwizoking said:

how does coke and donating bood tie in? also the timeframe


i slipped up and did idk half gram of some good clear a couple nights ago, for squares thats a euphemism for methamphetamines. didnt sleep last night, didnt sleep tonight. havent eaten simce breakfast yesterday. ugh, bullshit

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they dont want dirty blood donations. not fair to give someone else that
its a standard 1 year for cocaine or ANY other street drug
along with tattoos, being raped, any form of STD , been to jail for 72 hours in the past 12 months, or have any symptoms of AIDS

they are very strict on blood donating

where i live in atx they dont even drug test, yea i remember that now, i was like a year? soft will be out your blood in a few days. anyone staying in my trap houses donates twice weekly so i wasnt really thinking

its a nice lick though, biolife down here give 50 fpr first 3, then its 30, 40

qwizoking said:

where i live in atx they dont even drug test, yea i remember that now, i was like a year? soft will be out your blood in a few days. anyone staying in my trap houses donates twice weekly so i wasnt really thinking

its a nice lick though, biolife down here give 50 fpr first 3, then its 30, 40

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i think they are just extra cautious contaminated blood is no joke. and it wouldnt be wise to use it on a baby, or someone with a serious health issue.
and they could have a serious lawsuit on their hands

racerboy71 said:

how are you making out @Kind Sir ? still on the methadone? i've been sitting at 15mg's a day for about a year or so now..

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Im doing good, Im at 101MG down from 160. I go dow. 4mg a week now, Ive been clean going here for 3yr now and drive 1.5hr round trip a day for it and am getting sick of it. I signed up at a nice gym thats near it so I work out with my gf after we dose. Do you want to go down anytime soon? My plan is to get low enough, and drop out. The sick from this is pretty wild so I unserstand why youd not want to taper off completely. Did you do dope?

Yes, Take homes must be in a locked box. Tbeyre stingey about it if its semi broken etc...

Kind Sir said:

Im doing good, Im at 101MG down from 160. I go dow. 4mg a week now, Ive been clean going here for 3yr now and drive 1.5hr round trip a day for it and am getting sick of it. I signed up at a nice gym thats near it so I work out with my gf after we dose. Do you want to go down anytime soon? My plan is to get low enough, and drop out. The sick from this is pretty wild so I unserstand why youd not want to taper off completely. Did you do dope?

Yes, Take homes must be in a locked box. Tbeyre stingey about it if its semi broken etc...

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yeah, when i stopped, i think i was booting about a bundle a day at the end there.. i've got, shit, i think it's 15 years this may 13th,,
i only go once every 2 weeks now, do the 10 mg pills now..

umm, yeah, i'd like to get off completely as well, bu tbh, i'm a bit scared to stop as i've done so well, and don't wanna mess up at this point.. i'm sure i'd be fine, but it does get me nervous.. i'm sitting on a stack of butes for when i decide to take the final plunge though.. i'm not really in any rush, wanna make sure i do this right so i only have to do it once..

Glad I stumbled upon this thread..

In 2002 I had a hernia surgery, had always dabbled with pills but when I had the surgery they gave me tylox... I didn't take one of them. Up my nose they went.

After the prescription was over I was hooked, my father has a script of perc tens. Lemon drops is what we called them. But I'd take then. Then one day he brought half a 40 mg wafer of methadone... I was in love. Eventually ended up at the clinic rising to 280 mg a day. I wouldn't stop taking Xanax so I formed I way to falsely the urine tests.

Got caught of course. I would take a pill bottle mixed with red colored water with cereal crunched up. Walk in acting sickish. Wait 15 mins to dose then dose and sit down. I'd keep the cup of water and after around 5 mins, rush to the bathroom. Cup placed between my legs so that I kick it over.. It looks good but then proceed to cough and gag while dumping the bottle in the toilet. Nurse comes to check, they redose you. A little less but it was more.

Positive side: I'm 5 years clean Dec 27th. Was down to ten mg a day. Basically like 3 drops in the bottom and I tapered down myself not at the clinic. I joined a doctor and the clinics didn't approve and they shut that shit down quick. Withdrawal is inevitable. I'm not gonna describe what is like cause I'm a firm believer in your mind can mimic what you've heard but, in the first couple weeks of cold turkey, a couple lortab tens a day knocked the edge off. I would suggest goodie pm's for assistance in sleeping. You said before you drank. Use it in the beginning but don't switch from one to another.

Potassium will be a must. RLS is gonna be tough but bananas are great for it. After a week or so even though you don't feel like it, get out and about. Move around. Drink lots of water, and multiple showers, hotter tha the better cause your gonna sweat. Other vitamins like B12 and 6 are good. Exercise helped me. And having a friend around is good. Clean one of course. Marijuana helped lots. It is possible but continue going down. Don't be scared to one day if you can take a little less and give it a few hours see how you feel. liquid handcuffs of what I called them. And I'm happier without it. Good luck both of you. One day at a time.

DTT

Only thing I ever got bad with was.

Cannabis and Alcohol.

I think the weed thing is more of a "smoking addiction" with me. I like how people say you can't be addicted to cannabis, hell you can be addicted to anything. A behavior, substance, anything.

Whiskey though, I was drinking 2 fifths a day for a bit. At least a fifth. Kentucky Deluxe, if you live in Colorado, you should know what that is. A $6.55 fifth of Whiskey. Paul Masson, 20 Grand, any good Cognac or Whiskey. I do not like E&J.

I feel you on the alcohol situation. Ive been clean from all drugs (weed is a med IMO) for 3 yr, but I do slip up ever few months when my friends come up to see me and we do some blow drink some jager or something. I live in midwest, jager has stuck with me since I was younger. Alot of ppl dislike jager.

I can take or leave Jager.... Midwest too Illinois

I used to be an alcoholic till 2003. Fuck that shit! Now I'm totally addicted to weed. I smoke weed all the time. It's stupid to do that but fuck it. I like it.

im trying to not smoke so much, it makes me overall depressed and lethargic. not whats up.. trying to only do minimal nighty night smokes on the day to day