Nine Years Trapped Inside My Own Head - Page 5

pokey · #41 05-10-2008, 12:33 PM

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Originally Posted by fdd2blk

the thing about pot is there are different strains that have different effects on people. so will bring you down, some will pick you up. a lot of people just think "stoned" when you say pot. it's not like that for me. 90% of the time you would not know i was high.

Could you give me a list of your strains that people can't tell you are high?

MatsuMist · #42 05-11-2008, 03:39 PM

Its more of the way you present your self, than strains IMO.

I smoke down before i go to work every morning for the last year. I work at 100% everyday and have one of the more difficult and multitasking jobs in the place. But I also don't need to hide it since, there are only a few people who start at the same time and they're usually smoking with me.

CanadianCoyote · #43 05-11-2008, 05:45 PM

Thanks for the book recs! I'll check them out when I have time. I've found that D.J. Conway's books are helpful with meditation (especially "Flying Without a Broom").

Relaxation has to be practiced and practiced hard, ironically. ^^

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Originally Posted by soulflyx2k

I really have only one suggestion.
Maybe you guys are already into it. But I'm just trying to help, so here ya go!
This is directed to anyone felling even remotely depressed, or curious.
The advice is to read some books, and actually practice the stuff in them.

A overview of the these books: Stuff that is absent from mainstream culture, but is vital to happiness as well as balance.

Mantak Chia
Awaken Healing Energy Through the Tao
Healing Love Through the Tao: Cultivating Female Sexual Energy
Taoist Secrets of Love: Cultivating Male Sexual Energy
Transforming Stress Into Vitality

Anything by Stewart Swerdlow....
-Blue Blood, True Blood: Conflict and Creation
-The True Reality of Sexuality
-Journey Into Hyperspace

Sangra Ingerman
Shamanic Journeying

Everyone just is in search of Energy...High Energy is happiness, energy leaks lead into depression. Leaks can be physical or metaphysical or psychic... These books will help to seal the leaks. We as humans do not need to search outside ourself for energy source, But when we deplete our energy... usually we have no other choice but to seek EXTERNAL ENERGY. So Either you don't know that you have a inextinguishable INTERNAL ENERGY supply, or you think it is too difficult to achieve. It really comes down to the point of... ARE YOU ACTUALLY READY TO FEEL GOOD AND HAPPY? Or do you still want to keep digging deeper. You cant know peace until you have had suffering.

Again, I can't help you. I can only help you help yourself.
=D Enjoy, Any questions, Ask!

Edit:
As far as the energy stuff goes, when looking at the Two Sexes, Practices really break down into the individual sex at first.
However, Once the energy leaks are sealed it becomes very general, and the two sexes are generally the same.

CanadianCoyote · #44 05-11-2008, 05:48 PM

Ugh, I can't be stoned when I'm working. I've tried, and it just doesn't work for me.

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Originally Posted by MatsuMist

Its more of the way you present your self, than strains IMO.

I smoke down before i go to work every morning for the last year. I work at 100% everyday and have one of the more difficult and multitasking jobs in the place. But I also don't need to hide it since, there are only a few people who start at the same time and they're usually smoking with me.

soulflyx2k · #45 05-11-2008, 06:48 PM

Be at one with the wind
Even if it's a struggle
Make this your priority

CanadianCoyote · #46 05-13-2008, 12:47 AM

Y'know, this actually gave me a lift. I'm in the middle of a dose-reduction-induced state of mania (LET'S CLEAN OUR ROOM AT 3:30AM! AND MAKE SURE ALL THE PICTURES IN THE HOUSE ARE STRAIGHT!! HOLY SHIT, WE HAVE MUFFIN MIX! I'M GONNA MAKE MUFFINS!!) ... when this wears off, I'm going to be a slug that's praying for death to come.

Gonna hang in there, though.

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Originally Posted by soulflyx2k

Be at one with the wind
Even if it's a struggle
Make this your priority

Dfunk · #47 05-22-2008, 10:26 AM

Cannabis is illegal mostly beacause of it's positive effects. Just think, If more people were using the world would much more peaceful. This is not good world business simply because it would hurt money. More high people=less wars & better understanding of one another=less profits for the international bankers. It's so much more profitable being illegal because they can fund government operations to eradicate crops & this in turn produces more revenue for the banks because of that wonderful thing our money has attached to it called INTEREST!